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First book I'm writing. This story is sort of base on my life, so please no hate or anything. So yeah thanks. :3
PROLOGUE....
Love doesn't end with death, though many move on, they will never love anyone else. That is how I felt, who am I you may ask? I'm Ernie, formally known as Erin. My life is far from perfect far from ever being perfect.
Chapter 1
Painful love.
People say all you need is for someone to care, but soon you realise that one person can change your life. Save you for taking those pills or getting the rope around your neck. The pure thought of suicide sent chills down your spine, but it was one of those feelings you love.
Not many people actually realise what impact they have on your life.
One person has change my life, she is the reason I'm breathing, the reason my heart is beating... if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't be writing this now.
I haven't had the worst life, but it's pretty bad, always pressured to be perfect, to be an A grade student, but no body understands how I struggle with it. I'm not like normal people, I can't learn as good as others, though I don't have a learning problem, but I'm slow. I can't help it. that's the reason I'm not an A grade student...
The person that saved my life? well she goes by the name Annabel.
But my story starts with a boy, his name is Benjamin...
"Erin, Hurry up we will get in trouble. My parents can't know we are together, HURRY THE HELL UP" he screamed though laughter mixed with the anger.
"I'm sorry Ben! I can't run. Any. Faster." I yelled as i started to slow down.
Ben and I we were best friends, we were joined at the hip, he's was like a brother to me, though I was only twelve at the time, he was thirteen.. he was still my bestfriend.
Ben's life was great, until his sister was born, he loved his sister but the way his parent excluded him from everything ruined it...
Ben's parents hated me, I had and still have no idea why, but they are slowly accepting the fact i visited them to see how they were...
Ben and I ran as fast as we could away from all bad, we planned to run away together, but we never could get the guts to do it.
We were running and running until Ben tripped and fell, grazing his hands and knees, he wouldn't move, I panicked I was crying...
Ben's dad was in his car driving around I saw him and hid around the corner.
He saw his son in the state he was in, Ben slowly starting to move, his dad grabs his arm puts him in the car and drives off.
That was the last time I saw Ben...
Alive anyway, Ben was found two days later by his little sister hanging from the roof of the house. With a note saying 'I'm finally free'
I saw his body limp about to go into a body bag....
And that is when I realised to how to be free, death...
Annabel came into the story two years after this.
TO BE CONTINUED
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Yeah hi, thanks for reading <3
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