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It was probably the hardest decision you had to make in your entire life so far and you had no idea how you did it.

Can we please talk about this?

You remembered exactly the way he said it, the way his voice started to get shaky.

You remembered how his eyes started to get bloodshot, how the tears started to fall with no end.

Those blinding memories tormented you every second of every minute since that happened.

Was I not good to you?

You started to replay the conversation in your mind.

"I..." You tried to say what you'd been rehearsing for the past hour.

"What's wrong?" He asked, now sounding a bit more concerned.

You took a big deep breath and just came out and said it.

"I can't do this anymore Tae" You finally said.

"What are you talking about?" He asked, not getting the memo, which made it more difficult for you.

"I can't do 'us' anymore" You said, looking away from the computer webcam.

There was a long pause, and so you looked back to see his reaction.

For a second there you thought the connection had cut off because he wasn't moving, but then he spoke up.

"What? Why?" His immediate questions were. "What happened?"

You didn't really want to do this through Skype, but that was part of the reason why you couldn't keep the relationship going. You wanted to be able to spend more time with him and not always talk through a small screen.

"I just don't think this is a healthy relationship" Was the only thing you could think of at the time. Everything you had been reminding yourself to say had disappeared in to thin air once he accepted the video chat.

"Was I not good to you?" He asked as he put a hand over his mouth to cover his lips from trembling.

You shook you head, remembering all the good memories you had, making you think that it wasn't a good idea. But deep down, you knew taking a break was for the best for both of you. You didn't feel fulfilled anymore and he was getting distracted from his job.

"That's not it" You then started to feel the need to cry, but you couldn't let him see your weakness.

"Then I don't see the need for this. Why are you doing this?" He asked as he started to get desperate for answers. You could start to see his eyes getting bloodshot and tears starting to form in the inner rim of his eyes.

That was exactly what you didn't want him to do, to cry. He knew that it was a weakness of yours to always try and make him happy when he cried. You hated it.

"Can you please not talk to me for a while after this?" You asked, again looking everywhere else but the computer screen.

"Wait-" He started to say, but you didn't feel like talking anymore. You just wanted to go to sleep and hope to forget everything once you woke up.

"Please?" You asked, wanting to take a break from everyone.

"Can we please talk about this?" He asked, now tears running down his face.

You then heard someone talking from the video call, but it wasn't Taehyung.

"Hey, hyung!" You heard a cheerful Jungkook say, followed by the sound of a door being shut.

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