Tyler I

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California was a terrible place for Tyler. He had told everyone how much he loved it but deep down he didn't. He had been there for months yet he didn't enjoy a second of it. He want to go to a more conservative place, a place that stopped him being so open. California was a very liberal, accepting state which to Tyler meant he was surrounded by homo's and tranny's who made him come out of his shell which is bad. Tyler had a secret; it had been with him always but he didn't truly know he had it until he was 14. Tyler is gay. 'I'm not really gay, just bi curious or someone who likes to experiment'. he always told himself. 'Many guys don't feel attraction to women right? What I have is just a test God is making me pass and I will'. Tyler had fallen out with God a little. 'This test isn't ending but it should' Since he was 14 he never lusted after some boy 'But I did. I loved him so much, he was my friend and I loved him more than that' It didn't matter now. God had punished Tyler for it and he will never do it again.

This place was not a good one if Tyler meant to stay true to humanity by reproducing with a women and clearing his head with the disgusting gay life style. He even did his part. He always would shout tranny at the trans-gendered woman the apartment under although she just laughed it off. He once broke up a gay couple from snogging. 'I did that for God but did I also do it because I was jealous' Tyler would never show true signs of what he was outside but inside he filmed videos where he acted like himself. Except the gay part of course. He would dance and sing and laugh. He loved to laugh. His videos were his escape to be himself and recently he had gained a following. A year ago his ties to Youtube were his ex-girlfriend Tanya and other good friends like Felix and Marzia. Now however since Youtube's downfall his channel had grown.  'I wonder what Tanya is doing now' he thought. When Felix went missing Tyler couldn't stay. Once the police allowed it, he was gone and broke it off with Tanya. He thought that forcing himself into a relationship with a women would help his problem but it only made it worse. She wanted to kiss him and cuddle him and a lot of stuff that required Tyler to be into it too. 

Tyler had thought about how he hated California so much recently. As he lay on his bed he tried to picture him married. At first he was with Tanya and then it switched to Marzia and then Zac Efron. He only felt happy when it was Zac. 'Deep down there is only one man I wanted to marry and it was..-' Buzz! Buzz!. Tyler realised it was 10:34 am and he had spent the first couple hours of the day lying on his back thinking about his life. He got up and opened the door wearing just his boxers nothing else. "Hello" said Sebastian "Woah is it my birthday?". Tyler giggled and blushed. Sebastian was Tyler's cute neighbour from Wisconsin. His dark auburn hair was always shining and left swept across his forehead in a boyish type fringe. His nose and lip piercings at first made Tyler uncomfortable but now it made him appear hotter. "Sorry Sebastian I have only just woke up". 'Liar' he thought immediately after. "Please call me Seb, all my friends do" advised Seb who gave him a cheeky smile. 'Oh my Seb, so hot; he called me his friend oh how I want to be more'. ' No I don't' another voice in his head said. "Anyway the post-woman gave me your mail again so here" Seb declared as he handed over some letters. "Thanks Seb". Tyler realised that Seb was staring at his chest and his bulge. 'Wait his he?'. Tyler went to shut the door but Seb stopped him. "Wait, sorry it's just ..... well I was wondering do you wanna get some coffee soon like in an hour or so?". Tyler was confused. "Why exactly?". "Y'know like well a kind of date". "Date" yelled Tyler in shock "why would I?". "Oh I just thought, if you don't find me attractive". "It isn't that" Tyler added. "Well then do you want to go on a coffee date with me" Seb asked again smiling. 'Yes, I want to go with you and kiss you and be with you forever' he thought. "No" Tyler finally answered "I'm sorry dude but I ain't gay". He slammed the door and put his back to it ashamed that for a second he was going to say yes.

The letters were placed down on the side as Tyler tried to calm down. 'A gay boy just asked me out yuck' he said to himself. 'But you are a gay boy too' another voiced said. "I'm not" screamed Tyler out loud. 'I'm arguing with myself again. I am officially nuts'. Tyler took a look at the letters he had received. He hadn't received any mail in a week and now he had a pile. The first was a plain white envelope with his bank statement inside. 'I almost have 2 million I can't believe this'. The second was a cream envelope with no stamp. 'This has been put in my mail box and not been delivered by post. How did it end up with Seb?'. The question didn't linger in Tyler's mind when he looked inside. Two separate letters were in the envelope. The first was a scrap bit of paper which in red felt tip said 

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