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Kathy

Today is the day we say good bye to Lah and the kids. This will be the first time I'll be away from them. I'm going to miss them so much. But I know in my heart they in good hands with her. I just hope that we won't be gone for a long time. Yesterday was an wonderful day with the kids and Mario at the beach. I've long for days like that when I was growing up. That's the life I want for my babies. Not the life I had. I need to see if I could stay with Sam when I touch ground today. The boys already left so it wouldn't look like we was together.
Phone conv
: hey cuz I'm coming home for like a month do you think I could stay with you. I got some things I need to take care of.
Sam: sure cuz maybe if you up to it you could help me get ready for the baby.
: OK thanks cuz see you in a few text me the address
Sam: OK is the twins coming with you
: no they staying with their dad.
Sam: OK be safe see you when you get here
End of conv.
Now that is done time to get my last kisses for a while from my babies.

Lah

I was sad when Mario and Javon left. This will be the longest I would have to spend without neither of them. For the next month it will be me and the twins. Mario and Kathy going to miss out a lot. But I'm going to have it all on tape for them. I could see in the boys eyes they really didn't want to leave me. But they have to do what they got to do for our family so we could move forward with our life. Kathy is also taking it hard. I know she don't want to leave her babies. I can't blame her for the last ten months its been her and them. "Hey Kate they are good hands I won't let nothing happen to them." I told her as I walked in the kitchen seeing her with tears in her eyes. " I know you wouldn't its just that I scared for the boys. Like this is the biggest war we have ever been in. And the thought that something will go wrong just scares me. Like I know that they both street and books smart but I got a bad feeling about something." She said crying. All I could do I hold her I was having the same feeling since they came up with thus idea. But didn't say nothing. But to see I'm not the only one that feel the same make things worse. "Do you know who to get it touch with Bone without the boys knowing?" I asked what I'm about to do is going to be crazy even for me to do but this is my brother and best friend that we talking about. "Yea I do why what's up. " she said. "Call me crazy be I'm coming with you but staying low. See its something about me you or my boys don't know is I'm good about getting what I want out of people. And when I wasn't with them I was what you call a hit girl. I always had a feeling that they was in the streets to I had my ears and eyes in the streets. And whenever I found out they had beef with some nigga I used to off them." I told her. She stood there for a good five minutes trying to take it all in. "So you trying me all those times it was you. No wonder why we couldn't find them. So are you going to tell the boys." She asked."I man I could but not now. Now I want to get you where you needs to be so they wouldn't think of anything. Me and the twins be their at ten tonight. And staying in a hotel downtown away from y'all. since the main building you need is downtown you could come see and spend time with them." I said by the look on her face she was happy but nerves about my plan. But I was going with it no matter what she have to say about it.