Recap
Beyoncé's Pov
"Beyoncé is that you?" I cut my eyes as I closed the front door. "Yes Shawn it's me". He walked out the kitchen. "How was lunch?" "Fine" I walked passed him and up the stairs to Mya's room. I laid her down. As I was walking out Jay was waiting for me. He grabbed my hand. "Beyoncé can we please talk?" I snatched my hand away from him and walked to my room with Shawn trailing behind. "What?" "I'm so sorry. . I only put my hands on you because I let that Kendrick dude get the best of me. He pulled me closer. "Please Bey I love you". I pulled myself out of Jay's grip. "You have to leave. I need a break". Jay looked at me with sad eyes. "Beyoncé please". "It's just a break Shawn. This is good for the both of us. I love you. Please understand that". "Bey" He whispered. "Yes?" "Do I have to leave? I can sleep on the couch". "Shawn please just leave.. I need this break". "Who told you to kick me out? Was it Kelly? Was it that Destiny girl?" "It doesn't matter. Just leave". "I love you". "If you loved me you wouldn't have hit me". "It was a mistake! I'm sorry!" "Yeah me too. Please leave". "Did you meet someone else?" "What?" "You came back kinda late... Are you telling me to leave because you met someone else?"
Chapter 13
Kelly's Pov
There was a knock at my door. I huffed as I made my way downstairs. When I opened the door I found Jay. "Why did you tell Bey to kick me out?!" "Because you put your hands on her!" Jay's eyes looked as if he wanted to kill me. He suddenly became quiet. "Jay umm... is she breaking up with you?" "No but she wants a break.. All because you and that Destiny girl". Destiny.. "Destiny told her to leave Jay not me.." He went quiet again but I don't know if he caught on to the lie or not. I watched as he marched out the house, down the driveway, and into his car. I closed my door and let out a sigh.
Beyoncé's Pov
When I got out the shower I saw that I had two missed calls from Kelly. I sat on my bed and called her. She picked up immediately.
Bey are you okay??
Yeah. Why?
Jay came over.. I could've sworn he wanted to hurt me
He would never hurt you
You don't have to believe me. Just be careful
Alright
After I hung up I got dress and decided to call Jay. There was no answer. I called a second time still no answer. Maybe he did do something crazy..
***
I woke up around midnight to five missed calls from Kelly. I sighed and called her back. She told me that Jay was in an accident and is in the emergency room. I got Mya and I dressed as quick as possible. I grabbed my keys and was on my way. When I reached Jay's door I heard voices. Not only his but a voice of a female I knew. I opened the door to find Rihanna standing by him. This bitch. She looked up and smiled at me. "Hey Beyoncé" "Don't hey me. What are you doing here?" "I called her" Jay mumbled. "You called her instead of me?" "When you didn't answer Kelly's calls I thought you didn't care so I called her". "I was sleeping Shawn!" I shouted causing Mya to jump. "After you had sex with Kendrick". My eyes grew wide. He's really trying to get a reaction out of me tonight. I cleared my throat. "I. Was. Asleep. I wasn't sleeping with anyone". "That's hard to believe" Rihanna whispered. I ignored her. "Jay I don't know what your problem is but I'm not cheating on you". "Like I said earlier it sure took you a long time to come home from lunch. Then all of the sudden you wanted to take a break. Now you didn't answer when Kelly called you. Yeah you're cheating". I laid Mya down in the recliner. "I don't know what this bitch is putting in your head but you better get it together real quick. I took a while to get back because I was thinking. I want a break because you put your damn hands on me. I didn't answer because I was sleeping!" "She seems a little upset" Rihanna smirked. "Rihanna please" Jay mumbled. "Bey I'm sorry-". "Don't make no sorry excuse. Just admit you were being an asshole". "You're right Bey. I was being an asshole and I'm sorry". "Yeah me too" I huffed. I picked Mya back up and headed out. "Have fun with her. I hope she treats you well. Goodnight Jay". "Bey.." I wanted to cry. I did so much shit for him.
***
Next afternoon~
I woke up to the smell of pancakes. I walked into the kitchen to find Kelly making pancakes as Mya watched. "What is this?" "Well good morning sleepy head. It's about time you woke up". "What time is it?" "12" "So why are you making pancakes and why are you here? No offense". "I called her and I wanted pancakes" Mya smiled. "So why didn't you come wake me up?" "You looked sleepy". "Well your mommy did have a rough day". I chuckled a little. After we ate we went into the den to watch tv. Kelly nudged me. "So is Jay ok?" "Yeah but guess who was there" "Who?!" She asked just above a whisper. "Rihanna" "You gotta be kidding me Bey". My eyes began to water. "It's okay girl. You'll find someone else". "I don't want someone else. Especially not now". "What do you mean??" "I've been really nauseous lately". "There's no way you're pregnant?!" "I don't know. Maybe". "Did you take a test?" "Do you have one?" "Yeah I picked up one yesterday". "Go take it right now". I sighed and made my way upstairs.
***
I walked back into the den. "So??" "I'm not pregnant" I whispered. "You don't really sound happy about it". "Well I should be happy but at the same time I wanted to have a baby with Jay". "After all this?" "Honestly yeah. I know he messed up but I messed up too". Kelly shook her head. "So you're not going on the break?" "Yeah". "Oh well I guess that's okay.."
"I'll be back" "Okay". I went to my bedroom and called Jay.
Bey I'm so glad you called!
Yeah. So umm
What?
I took a test and I'm not pregnant
I didn't know we were questioning it
I know. I've just been a little sick lately so I took one
Oh.. ok
Jay what if I can't have another baby?.. You know since the miscarriage
Don't say that Bey. The miscarriage was just a little obstacle. Maybe if you take me back we can try again
I don't know
Figured. Anyway are you ok now?
Not really but I will be
Want to stay on the phone?
No go ahead
I love you Bey
... I love you too Jay
I don't know how the conversation went the way it did. I went back into the den. "What were you doing?" "Talking to Jay". "What?! Why?" "I needed to". "Alright. I'm not going to bug you about it". "Thank you" "Mhm.." Should I take him back just to have a baby?
Jay's Pov
Rihanna walked back into the room. Why is she still here? "Good morning!" "Good morning. Not to be rude but why are you still here?" "Don't you remember our night?" Our night? "What are you talking about?" "The night you came over and I handled your favor". "Oh.." The night I slept with her was the same night Bey was suffering from her miscarriage. "That night was amazing". "Sure" "Do you think so?" "I'm not going to lie I didn't like it at all". Her eyes grew. "Seriously?" "I'm serious". "Stop Jay. You're just messing with me" she giggled. "I'm not playing. I wish I hadn't done it honestly". "Really? Well let me try again". She tried climbing in the bed. "No chill" "Jay" "Rihanna please! I don't want you! I've been there done that!" "Why?" "Beyoncé is pregnant". "So? You guys aren't together-" "We're on a break". "How do you know the baby is yours?" "She hasn't been with anyone but me". "You sure?" "Positive". "Come on Jay you know you want to be with me". "No you want me. Bey and I will stay together and work on us. You need to go find someone else". She went quiet. "So you used me?!" She yelled. I didn't say anything because it was pretty obvious. She slapped me. "Answer me! Did you use me?!" "Yes I did! Does that make you happy?!" She grabbed her things. "I wish you died in that accident!" She stormed out. What the hell is wrong with women? A couple of minutes later she came back. "Jay I'm sorry. I didn't mean it.. I love you. I want to be with you. We were good together. Don't you think so?" What is wrong with her? "No Rihanna. I love Beyoncé. I want to be with BEYONCÉ. Why can't you understand that?" "Because I love you" she whispered. I sighed. "I'm sorry Rih. I really am but my heart just isn't with you". She nodded before kissing me on the cheek. She walked back out.
**
3:00pm
I was watching tv and I suddenly heard Mya's voice. The door flew open and she ran to me. "Daddy!" "Hey" I smiled. Beyoncé walked in and gave me a small smile. Kelly followed behind. What does she want? "How are you feeling?" "I'm fine. I don't know why I'm still here honestly. I can make it around the house with a wheelchair". "From the looks of your car you're lucky to have made it out with just a broken leg". "Yeah you're right". "So where's your bae Rihanna?" Kelly asked. "She's not with me and she left after her breakdown if you MUST know". "What breakdown?" "I told her how much I loved Bey and how her and I aren't meant to be. She slapped me, said I should've died and stormed out. A couple minutes later she came back saying how she didn't mean it". "Bull!" "Kelly can you please step out for a second". "No Bey because he's gonna slick talk you and you're gonna take him back". Bey cut her eyes. "Kelly. Get out". "No" "What I do with MY life is MY business! If I take him back and he hurts me again it will be my fault. Jay isn't that type of man. He only got mad because of Kendrick. None of this would've never happened if they didn't get into it. Let me do what I want in MY relationship". "When he hurts you PLEASE don't come crying to me". "Kelly". I watched as Kelly stormed out. "I'm Sorry Bey". "Oh it's fine. Kelly and I have our fights all the time. We'll get passed them". "So um I told Rihanna that you were pregnant so she would leave... Is that okay?" "Yeah I guess" she whispered. "Okay. So where do we stand?" "I love you Jay and I want to have your baby but I think this break is needed". "Okay". She smiled and I smiled back. I motioned her over. She came and sat beside me on the bed. I grabbed her and smashed my lips into hers. The kiss was long.. I honestly didn't want to break away and I honestly didn't think she wanted to either.
Beyoncé's Pov
As Jay and I were kissing I automatically wanted to take the fact of a break back but I know it's needed. Mya walked over. "Daddy do you feel better?" "Yeah. Especially with mommy's kisses". "Um I'm going to go talk to Kelly". "Alright" I walked down to the waiting room. I found her watching tv. "Kelly" "I forgot I came here with you" she said without even looking at me. "Kelly I'm sorry for what I said but I love Jay. I really want to make it work with him". "I just want the best for you Bey..Jay isn't it". "Yes he is. He's just having a hard time". "Then you guys are supposed to handle those hard times together. He doesn't need to be putting his hands on you". "You're right". She finally turned to face me. "So he kissed me. It was a long passionate one too". She gave me a half smile. "Alright Bey. Do you. I'll just make sure I'm here when you need me". I smiled. "Wanna go back to Jay's room with me?" "Yeah sure". As we were about to walk back to Jay's room Rihanna walked in. She noticed me and smiled before heading the direction of Jay's room..
To be continued..
So sorry for the long wait. A lot of things have been going on lately. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. Until next time
