Will I ever love again?

Chapter 2 university?

"Okay so the university should be around this corner" I told him as we tried to find my university.

" around this one?" He asked

"Yeah! Right there." I pointed out the window towards a huge building that looked like they had taken it right out of Harry Potter.

No way! That is were I go!" He exclaimed.

My heart skipped a beat as he said that. That meant I was going to see him more. A huge smiled crawled across my face. Then it disappeared. All he is going to do is break my heart. Just like Tucker. He is all nice and then we have sex and he changes for the worst.

"Hey.... hey you okay" Alex asked as he shook my shoulder.

Yeah I'm fine just tired" I faked a smile

"I don't think you are." He reached over and wiped a tear that I didn't know was sliding down my face.
"You can talk to me. Is it something that I did?" He asked.

"No I'm just overwhelmed with everything. Trust me I'm fine" I said with a little edge to my voice.

"Okay... okay" he said as he put his hands up in surrender.

" sorry I just need to get to my dorm. " I said as I got out of the car and started to walk toward the door.

"Hey wait, let me give you my number." He yelled at me the last minute.

I handed him my phone and waited for him to finish. Once he did we said our goodbyes and went our separate ways.

I walked up to my room. The lady at the desk handed me a key and door number and told me to get lost. That was a pleasant encounter. A boy walked past me and accidentally touched the side of my arm. I gasped and quickly moved over so we weren't touching anymore. He looked at me weird but kept walking. I'm so glad Alex didn't try to touch me. I don't know what I would have done.
I looked up and saw that I had passed my dorm number. So I turned around and saw it was only three doors behind. I put my key in the keyhole and opened the room. It was a good size. When you walked into the room it had a closet to the right and on the left was a bed. A desk was on the other wall opposite to the bed and it had a blue rug. I guess I didn't have a room mate or anything. That's good I have too many scars to explain. I'm so tired. I took a shower, they were right across the hall, and put my PJ's on. It was about 12:00 o'clock at night. Past my bed time. I pulled back the cover on the bed and got under them. Checked my Instagram  and snapchat. After that I went right to sleep.
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The sun shone in my room as a slowly woke up. I'm not a morning person at all. I slid out of bed and went to grab my toothbrush and my makeup bag. Then I went to my closet and pulled a skinny jeans and a sweatshirt that's says "don't talk to me unless you have coffee". I went to the bathroom and changed and  did my makeup.

After that I went to go and pick up my schedule. Classes start in a day. As I walked to get my schedule my thoughts wandered. I started to think about Tucker.
Why would someone put so much trust into a relationship just to break it. Why did he come home every night and... NO STOP! That is in the past and we don't need to worry he isn't here. He is hundreds of hundreds of miles away. It isn't worth the thought.
I finally got my schedule and realized that I had no idea where to go from here. I have never been in this campus, I am American and I don't know how to read a map!
I reached for my phone in my pocket and was about to call Alex.
No don't call him! You can do this yourself. Men can't help you they hurt you. I reminded myself.

"You look lost. Can I help you find were you are going?" The girl asked. She had long blonde hair that was wavy. Her eyes were a gray color she had a penny board in one hand and a phone in the other.

"Yes please. I'm not from here and I'm completely lost. I'm Sara!" I stuck out my hand expected her to shake it but instead she pulled me into a hug instead.

"I'm Kate and I'm also a hugger." She replied with a huge smile on her face.

"Okay well I know classes don't start until tomorrow but I would like to walk my schedule. Could you help me Kate?" I asked her.

"Of course. Don't you worry, by the end of the day you are going to be able to walk around blind folded." She smirked at me.

Off we went to walk my schedule.
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A/N sorry for the long wait I been super busy. Thank for everyone who has read this. Don't forget to like the chapters. I'm always up for some constructive criticism so leave that in the comments.
Love you guys see you soon.
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Rebel ❤️