BTS Angst Scenarios

Two Days Later (Jungkook)

You knew what was happening, what he was doing. Of course, you despised the idea of being cheated on, but you knew you couldn't say anything. Each time you have the thought pop into your head, you were mortified and could barely speak.

The thought scared you. Badly. But, it's was already a fact. He's been cheating on you with a rookie idol. What hurts more is that they're promoting their songs at the same time. That's right. Music Bank, Inkigayo, everything. They were on it together.

You felt as though you weren't even in an intimate relationship with him. Like you didn't even know him. Every time you messaged Jungkook, he just seemed to read it and not reply for days on end. When he finally does, it's only one word, a simple reply.

    It's been killing you, this horrid thought. You couldn't stand it, you mentally and physically couldn't deal with it, you just couldn't accept it. How could Jungkook do this to you? Just, how? He told you he was your world, his heart. What made matters worse was that his group is coming to an end with their promotions. Jungkook's coming home soon. You definitely wanted and encouraged yourself to tell him, to confront him about your feelings and what had happened that night, but you just couldn't. The words just couldn't come out properly.

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    You figured you'd go out, since you were home alone. Jungkook couldn't come on time because dance practice was going slow today. You remembered there was a cafe nearby, why walk far when it's right there?

while walking you began to wondered, what made practice slow? Jungkook's usually on time, especially with him being a perfectionist all the time. Well, you pushed the thought away, you were just hungry now. You walked towards the narrow sidewalk, the lights of the stores and lamp-posts leading the way. Once you saw the sign, you were relieved, you're legs were giving up on you. Due to this, you rushed a bit and walked faster. You stopped to look at the cafe across the street to check how crowded it was, and you couldn't believe your eyes. Your eyes must've been deceiving you. This wasn't happening.

    You saw Jungkook's smiling face, laughing at something. Right across him was a girl. A young girl that you've never seen before. You stood there with a blank face, not knowing how to react. Jungkook continued laughing and had a big grin on his face. Why? Why would he be meeting someone this late? It was 11:32 pm. It was way too late to meet a friend. you denied the thought of being cheated on, he wouldn't do such a thing. Would he?

He finished his last sip of his coffee and headed to the garbage to throw it out, the girl stood and followed. Once he threw his cup out, they held hands and began to walk out the door. At this point, you were hiding to make sure you went unnoticed.You couldn't see much, your tears were blinding your sight slowly. But you saw both of them having small talk, smiling to each other.

During the end of their small conversation, they hugged. What happened next was like a knife into your heart. They kissed. At this point, you were bawling your eyes out. You couldn't believe it. The girl walked off and Jungkook looked up at the sky and sighed. he then began to text someone on his phone. You figured he was texting the girl to get home safely. Once he put his phone back in his pocket, you got a text. "Just finished practice, I'll be home in 5."

    You tried not to think about it, it hurt. Badly. This scenario clouded your thoughts whenever you thought of your boyfriend or that girl. You recognized her from the rookie group, GFriend. You just couldn't imagine what they did backstage at each show they had together. You couldn't sleep. once you finally did, you dreamed of what could happen and if you would break up the next day.

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2 days later.

    Today was it. BTS is coming back from promotions. Jungkook said you'll be the first person to see him when he came back and that he was excited to see you again. You sighed, laying on the bed. How will you tell him? Ugh. It infuriated you, you just had to finally say it. You got dressed and waited on the couch, awaiting his entrance. While you were watching your show on T.V, the doorbell rang. You shuddered, how would this end up?

     You slowly walked to the door, slowly you turned the doorknob. Sure enough, you're boyfriend was there, with a batch of roses in his hand. "Jagiya," he shouted.

"I missed you so much!" He hugged you tight, but you couldn't bring yourself to hug him back. You thought of the girl that hugged the same body, kissed the same lips. You just couldn't. "Y/N.. What's wrong?" Jungkook questioned.

"Uh. I-I just wanted t-to talk to y-you about something," you gulped. "Something that's been, uh, bothering m-me for a while."

"Oh, you can tell me anything, jagi. You know that."

"Who's that girl you're seeing?"

    He froze. He didn't move one bit. As of now, tears were shielding your eyes again, all the pent up frustration, anger, jealousy, sadness about to pour out of your mouth. "It's not what it seems," Jungkook muttered out.

"Yes, it is! I'm tired of being lied to, Jungkook. It's been killing me, torturing me! Who is she?" Jungkook couldn't say anything, the words were jumbled in his head. He couldn't believe what was happening. At this moment, he realized how much wrong he had done, how he hurt you.

"Jagi," he slowly started. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." Your tears fell down your cheeks rapidly, your sobs loud enough for the people in the next house could hear. "Please, stop crying. Let me explain," Jungkook tried to sputter.

You couldn't deal with what was happening and you rushed to your room you used to share with him. You closed and locked the door. Laying against the door with your head to your knees, you cried like never before, screaming out all your struggles and feelings. Jungkook was quick to come to the door, "Open the door, jagi! Please!"

"Don't call me that. Never call me that again!" Silence was all you heard.

    Jungkook was crying on the other side of the door, you heard his heavy breathing. You didn't think he'd do this to you and the more you thought about him and the girl, the more you cried. He was pounding on the door, furiously, trying to get you to open the door.

"Please, just let me explain," he shouted. This made you cry more, there was nothing he could do to let you forgive him, and you figured he knew that now.

He sat down, you heard his body hit the floor. You heard his loud crying and his pleas. You just couldn't leave him there like that. Even though he's caused you so much pain. You just couldn't leave him like that.

You walked towards the door, questioning yourself if you should do this. You slowly opened the door, just a crack. You saw his face look up at yours. Jungkook's face was red, covered in tears. He was just as hurt as you were.

Jungkook quickly stood up and hugged you, "Please. forgive me! I can't do anything without you, I can't imagine being without you!" This time, you pat his back and pulled away. You told him you were going to sleep, you were tired, your voice sounding distant. Your sudden coldness towards him. It hurt him.

    You slowly headed towards the bed and covered yourself, more tears threatening to fall. you heard him follow your steps and crawl into the bed with you. His action made you feel uncomfortable. "Im going to sleep in the sofa, don't follow me" you whispered.

"No! Don't, please," he whined. You looked back at him, all your emotions  visible. Your anger, sadness, depression self-conscious. It was all visible to him.
The look on your face made Jungkook begin to cry again. You ignored him and headed towards the door. Before being able to shut the door Jungkook called out for you loudly making you stop in your tracks. "Y/N,"

"Stay here I'll sleep on the couch, on the floor even, I deserve too after what I did. I was an idiot, and I still am. I never noticed what I was playing with and I never knew how much I've hurt you. God, I'm so stupid. I won't forgive myself and I hope you know that. and I'm pretty sure you won't ever forgive me.."

He stopped for a second, tearing up. "Just don't leave me, please. That's all I ask. I love you so much, Y/N. I couldn't ask for a greater person to be by my side, live with me, love me. I just can't and I love you." You looked at him again, realizing he was crying again. You began to tear up and finally gathered the courage to muster, "I want to be alone for a while, don't bother me.....please" with that you headed towards the door shutting it loudly.

- le jade