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03

I wake up to Bek not being in bed with me , not like I mind after all I am used to people leaving me .

I get up and got ready for school when I thought i was decent looking enough, I made breakfast and soon after left for school.

Since school wasn't far and I was in a happy mood today, for whatever reason I decided to just walk . Letting the cool breeze flow through my hair and the sounds of cars passing by be ,I kept on walking through my cute neighbourhood.

"Hey Kylie , wait up !"

Huh , I look back to see a breathless Bek chasing after me . Why does he look hot even when his trying to catch his breath ? WAIT WHAT ! STOP KYLIE YOU CAN NOT FALL FOR HIM !

"What do you want ?" I replyed pretending to not care .

"What's got your panties in a twist ? " he smirked.

Rolling my eyes i answered " Can't you tell that I don't want company ? "

"Listen if your mad cause I left you last night ..."

I quickly cut him off short " Listen beky , I couldn't care less about you leaving me.I simply need to be by myself right now , okay ? "

"Okay okay , well can I atleast have your number ? " he pleaded .

"What for ? " I tried my absolute best not to smile .

"You're kind of the only friend I have here , so it would be nice to be able to call or text you for some company. "

" Oh , so we're friends now .huh ? " I blushed. Why the fuck am i blushing ? All he said is we're friends .

"If you don't mind . Do you mind? "

"Not at all Bek , not at all " I smiled and he smiled back , that's the first time I got a genuine smile from him and damn was it killing me.

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I head out of the school gates seeing that my Detention was finally over . I suddenly regret taking my car this morning , why am I so dumb ? While walking to the corner shop I feel like someone's starring at me , I turn around trying to find the culprit but see no one.

After purchasing my items , I head outside only to be yanked in an alley way .

"Why are you following me ?! " I scream, only to have a cloth pressed over my nose and before I knew it I was out .

My eyes flutter open and slowly focuses on my surrounding . Fuck ! I knew this place all to well . I jump of my old bed and head over to the room that I knew they would be located at .

Slamming open I spot the people I've been looking for Connor and John the only twins i dislike and the biggest fuck ups on earth.

" Why did you kidnap me ! I thought u stopped this wierd shit . "

" We need to talk princess. " said corner giving me the biggest smile .

" Don't you dear princess me . And did you really kidnap me just to talk ? What's so important that you had to kidnap me to tell me ?! "

" jeez , Kylie you make it sound so bad when you put it that way . " replied John whilst sending me a wink , Yuck!

"That's cause it is bad ."

" Okay okay let Connor explain himself. " explained Jhon.Is this boy dumb obviously the reason why I came here was for a freaking explanation , I could've just snuck out .

Connor walked over to me and slipped his hand through mine , I would've refused however I want an explanation and he would obviously just hold tighter after all his way stronger than and I am , besides I kind off miss this .

He led me to his room and I notice not ,much has changed . It's still tidy as hell , I guess they still had rules also his walls are still painted grey and surprisingly my old converse are still here in the same exact spot I left 'not strange at all ' .

" I miss you . " Says Connor in a hush like tone .

" Huh? "

" I miss you princess , the way you smile , laugh , dance and when you put on my t-shirt which are way to big for you but you somehow managed to pull it off , the way even after you 'changed' you were still a nerd but only for me to see , hell I miss touching you and listening to you talk about the weirdest things possible , I miss every damn thing about you . " He pauses to look at me , if he thought he was going to see me he cry he thought wrong . I continue to look at ground when his hands hold my chin to make me face him . I quickly turn my head .

"I miss calling you princess and bending the rules with you , I miss being your bestfriend and your first crush , without you I've been lost and to find my way back i need you and I'm so sorry for doing this to you , for hurting you can letting you slip away without even chasing after you . I'm so so sorry princess , and I completely understand if you don't forgive me . "

I think for a second and finally find the courage to speak up " Fuck you and your lies , if you think you can just say sorry and bring up the good parts of our past to get me to forgive you your fucking wrong . Drop the act I'm not buying the this shit , for all I know T probably paid you to say this . Well guess what you can tell him to fuck himself and who knows maybe you can go fuck John. I'm so sick and tired of you all playing me . The shit you guys put me through taught me alot so thanks for that , I'm smart enough not to repeat my past . " I think he could tell that I wasn't fucking around because his face was now serious .

"Hmm you wanna be that way then be that way , just know all what I said was true however you are right about one part T did pay me to tell you something . He paid me to tell you something else . "For a second I think I could see pain in his eyes but my mind could've just been playing with me .

"What's the message then ? " I asked in annoyed tone .

"His watching you're every move , and pretty soon his gonna start playing games again and I think you already know the rules. After the games or even in it he will definitely be showing up at your door step unexpectedly . If I were you i wouldn't be opening my door for just anybody , also watch out kiddo there's people watching you everywhere you go . One wrong move and I think you already know what will happen ." He finishes his speech of by engrossing me with a hug and kiss in my forehead , I didn't even resist right now I was scared shit less.

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So I'm continuing this book cause why the he'll not , I'm extremly sorry for not writing even though I promised I would .
Hope you can forgive me .
Xoxoxo jazzy !