The Princess Of Heaven And Hell

Feelings Shown

I first checked up on Johnathan.... he was injured..... it's all my fault..... if I wasn't who I was he wouldn't have gotten hurt... (I began to cry.....) my best friend got hurt because of me....
He woke up.. Oh no did I wake him! He saw me crying and then he hugged me.... "Why are you crying Avery?.." I made him let go "It's all my fault..." He looked a little confused but he hugged me anyway.... "What possibly would be your fault? Avery nothing is your fault." I kept quiet but then I said "....you don't understand... i-it's all my fault your hurt..... if I didn't exist or be here you wouldn't have gotten hurt...." His expression changed and then.... he pushed me on top of his bed and trapped me... My face became red... "J-johnathan?.." His expression looked like he was angry but yet caring? "Nothing is your fault! And don't ever say that you shouldn't excist! Okay!!" .... My heart was beating fast and tears went down my cheek.... I-i-i think I fell in love with my best friend.... I wrapped my arms around the back of his neck and kissed him. He blushed I noticed what I did and blushed a lot! "I-i-i'm s-so sorry!" I ran to my room and locked the door.... I cried so much I shouldn't have done that..... He knocked on my door "H-hey please open up..." I opened the door slightly.. "I-i-i'm s-so sorry... I shouldn't have done what I did...... " He opened the door wide and hugged me. He kissed me and held me by my waist so I wouldn't get away... he stopped kissing me and looked into my eyes.... "J-johnathan?.... W-why?....." He let me go and left to his room. I sat on my bed and hugged my teddy. I fell asleep while sitting down and kept hugging my teddy.