Hey guys im back and im alive sorry I haven't been updating ive had exams and stuff~lissy
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Its the day after I decied to stave myself because of what I had seen with slut's mum and my dad. Salam and I are sitting on the couch downstairs watching tv cos thats what people do on a Saturday morning
Dad: "are you gonna have breakfast?" He said as he walked out of the kitchen
Me: "no im not hungry" I say as I put my attention back to the tv and start to stroke salam's soft head
Dad: "you need to eat something its not healthy you can't just starve yourself" he said as he walked to were I was sitting
Me: "if you can sleep with slut's mother I can starve myself" I say as salma jumped of my lap and ran to my room
Dad: "I said I was sorry you ne-" he said thinking of what to say
Me: "I don't want to live with a fuckboy" and with that said I feel a sharp stinging pain on my right cheek yes my dad just slapped me
Dad: "you live under my roof you go by my rules so there will be no language like that in my house" he said as he started walking away from me
Me: "I'll say what I want thank you very much" I said as I run up stairs with tears falling from my eyes as I closed my bedroom door.
I soon find something sharp in my pocket so I take it out its one of my old blades that I used when my mother pasted away. I run out of my room and into my bathroom I shut the door and run the water from the tap. I sit on the tolit lid and press the sharp blade against my bare skin
*knock knock*
I hear the door being tapped on I look down at my arm and realizes there are at least three deep cuts on my arm
Dad: "pumpkin are you ok in there?" He said as he turned the door handle but then stopped because he realized I locked it
Me: "go away" I say as I hold back my tears and clean my arm up.
I throw the blade In the sink to clean it and than wrapped my arm with a bandage and put a jumper on. I walk out of my bathroom and into my room and look at my phone
Unknown number: hey wanna come to my place and hang out?
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Hello my fellow readers me and ebs will be deactivated for a while im getting a new phone and ebs has lost her electronics I will update as much as I can~ lissy
