Alone forever [A NARUTO FANFIC]

Start for everything [chapter 5]

I put my kunais, shurikens and some other weapons. I collasped on my bed, struggling against my sleepiness.

I did not want to sleep as i know that i will have petrifying nightmares waiting for me. It was just to scary, to see macabre blood running down the necks of my people as that snake and his minions slashed my people.

I kept on opening my eyes but it was still futile. In the end, like all nights, i succumbed to the darkness as nightmares awaited me.

Dreams

I was once again dressed in a white dress except that this dress was more greek like the one that aphrodite wore. I than realised that i was on my bed and was sweating buckets.

I walked into a black room and i saw a younger version of me. She was being dressed up by my loyal servant Manami. I really missed after all, she was the one who accompanied me when mother was busy.

I did not know who my father was except that he died on the tenth of November.

I will always see mother cuddling a picture of my father in her arms on that day but i could not really see his face.

"Lady Kira you look absolutely stunning." commented Manami.

"Why thank you. Do you think mother will be happy that i dress like this?" asked the younger me.

"i'm sure she will lady Kira." I smiled as i remembered how i always thought that i must always make mother happy.

Younger me walked into the ball room as many heads swirveled to the younger me. She continued holding up my head, completely ignoring eyes that bore into her head. Younger me noticed that some girls were glaring at her while most girls and all boys were looking at her with eyes of adorartion.

Younger me had a puzzled look on her face. She was probably wondering why the girls were sending heated glares at her.

When i was younger, i always wondered why i was hated by girls and i guess that i had realised it when i was in the process of growing up.

It was only a while when the ball had ended and i ran into mother's arms. She craddled me and walke into my room.

"Mummy? Can you tuck me in?" younger me asked.

"Yes, my dear now would you like me to sing you a song?" My mother asked. I always had yearn to hear my mother's beautiful voice ever since she was gone all over the years.

My mother tucked younger me into bed as i sat on my favourite armchair.I really wanted tolisten to my mother's voice. 

Then my mother started singing my favourite song and up till now, it still was i would always sing it once in a while.

My dear

My dear

You will always be my precious posession

You sing like an angel as graceful as you can be

you would always whisper sweet nothingness into my ears.

I would craddle in my arms

I had always yearned for you

You are my precious and i would never ever throw you away

The dreams has come to me that one day you will be gone, But i will never let you go

You were always there for me