A Little Long Distance

Prologue

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Your POV

"I love you y/n but I need to tell you that I..."

Those words carved into my brain throughout fall-I didn't know how to stop thinking about it. I left her millions of messages and a lot of calls. Speaking of a million I reached one million sold copy's of my album-and now my tour is all set up and I planned to have a guest every show.

I want to ask Lauren to come on with me but she's all the way in Asia and I'm about to be in South America. "Hey,we're about to board." Selena says picking her carry on's up. "Finally," I smiled-"I know. This is going to be a looong flight." Selena said exaggerating the O-Selena was my first guest because I mean she's my best friend so why the hell not? I wasn't sure who my third guest was because my tour manager sets them up-but my second was for sure going to be Zayn. Bummer I couldn't get One Direction because of their "break"...but my manager wanted Zayn-he was a cool guy-and his jokes made me die. I just kind of miss Zerrie but Zayn and Gigi are cue too I guess.

"Excited for your second tour?" Selena said as we walked inside the first class airplane "very! I'm excited I'll be with a lot of other artists too." I smiled at her. Selena was going to South America with me,not only to be their with me,but she was touring with me-kind of like an opening act but it wasn't like that. She was doing her Revival tour there too.

"I really don't want to be on an airplane for 8 hours." I groaned-"I know-I might just sleep the entire way." Selena says. She's lucky I can never sleep on an airplane-I haven't been getting much sleep in bed either just thinking about this tour and all. That's a lie I don't think about tour-I think if I'll ever see Lauren again and if the next time I do we'll have matching rings and papers signed.

It was true that when she asked me to marry her it was way too soon and why did I say yes? You may be thinking. Because I don't want to loose her-I want her to be mine but I know marriage doesn't prove she's mine. The other night I wanted to stay the night with her but as you see that didn't go to plan. Now I really should tell her what I feel about this whole marriage thing.

But the real question is-will she leave me? I feel like if I said that about us she'd take it in a wrong way or she wouldn't understand where I'm coming from.

Lauren's POV

"Hello Seoul,South Korea!" We heard the lead singer of The Vamps yell into the mic-all the girls went wild for Brad's smile. "It's amazing how most people here speak English-I was about to pop out Google translate." Dinah said joking-I was also wowed how many fans of ours were throughout Asia. We all sat backstage waiting to get out on stage after The Vamps. "What's our next show at?" Camila said. "You mean 'where is our next show at?'?" I corrected the Cuban. "Oh sorry Grammar Queen," Camila said-"China," I answered Camila since no one else answered her question."If you and y/n weren't so hot together I'd still be shipping Camren." I looked at Normani in a pissed way. "

She threw her hands in the air. "Don't bring her up," Ally growled at Normani-she looked at Ally confused. Normani wasn't totally caught up with everything yet. That explains why she's all ways the second to last person to know. I'm the last person to know everything but not this time.

The room got silent until we all heard Camila and Dinah burp almost in unison. I laughed unlike the other two-"really Camila?" Normani said. "Really Dinah?" Ally said. "Aye dios mio," Ally said before looking down at her phone.

I picked my phone up off my lap and scrolled through my messages-I had no new messages from Y/N since Thursday. I started to scroll through the ones from Thursday.

Y/N: hey

Y/N: Lauren? Babe?

Y/N: look I'm sorry I really never got that text

Y/N: I love you

Y/N: please call me back

Y/N: ....if you don't want to speak with me at least tell me and I'll leave you alone :(

Y/N: Lauren?

Y/N: can we forget this ever happened? Like it was a text

Y/N: at least reply to one of my messages babe

Y/N: I love you <3

Y/N: I think I typed that already? ^

Y/N: I don't care I live you

Y/N: I live you*

Y/N: I love auto correct

Y/N: HATE***

Y/N: I love you 😘

Y/N: nailed it ^ 😌

Her stupid mistypes make me laugh-she always made me laugh even if it was for the stupidest thing. She made me happy when I felt bad about myself or when I was sad in general-she is an amazing friend,she is an amazing girlfriend. I love her so much why am I letting something stupid come between us?

Me: auto correct loves you too

I sent her-I waited a while for a reply but nothing. Earlier Camila was saying how y/n was so lucky she can go to Cuba and how much Camila was jealous because she wanted to go. Also Camila said something about y/n going to have guest singers on her performance's-Camz said she was going to fly over there on Dinah. That part was the only part that made me know she was joking but I hope the guest thing isn't because I want to see her.

But she's so far away-even if I do forgive her. No there's nothing to forgive her for I'm the idiot. I sighed. Even if I do see her again or speak with her again it we will have to deal with a little long distance relationship which I don't want. I want to be with her,cuddle with her,kiss her and other things that are on my mind when I picture her and I. But if long distance is all we can do right now I'll take it-I never want to loose her,not again at least.

Y/N: ikr I'm it's favorite but I already have a favorite its jealous of you 😘 I'm about to take flight call me later please?

Maybe I will call her later-anything to hear her voice again.

Me: be safe 💕

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(A/N)

Remember 1st and 2nd chapter come out on the 14th of June,this is just the prologue that's why I published it today on the 1st of June.