Crazy, Beaten, and Betrayed.

Chapter 2: Zac parkour

15 minutes later and the bus slowly turns into the school.

I got out last, as always.

my music still playing as i walked to my locker.

today was the first day of the new school year and im finally a senior.

As soon as i close my locker, i notice that zac parkour's locker is next to mine.

Oh lord.

Zac was the jock of the school. Extremely popular, Brown hair, Blue eyes, very tall, and the quarterback of the football team.

I couldn't help but stare.

He was so utterly... Hot.

No.

He was a player and stupid.

Ugh.

crashed out of my thoughts, Victoria, crashes her lips into his.

oh yeah, i forgot to mention hes dating the slut.

Not noticing her nose, she pulls away saying " ouch " like a little bitch.

I laugh and walk away before she notices me..

I walked down the hall and into the bathroom.

i take out my headphones and put them in my pockets.

I have such and extreme need to cut right now.

I pulled my pants down, looking at the fresh cuts from last night.

Right when i was about to take the blade out, the bell rung.

" Fuck. "

i pulled my pants up and rushed out the stall with my stuff.

My first class was history.

Great.

I walked in the room.

" you are late miss waters " she speaks harshly.

" its kind of obvious " i mumble under my breath.

i notice zac heard me and laughed.

I sat down in the only seat open, which was in front of him.

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Lunch came around between 4th and 5th period.

I hate lunch.

i dont like food.

i dont eat much anyway..

I was the first to get there and i just got a water.

" is that all darlin? Thats awful little "

Susie, our lunch lady speaks in a sympathetic tone.

" yeah, i had a big breakfast this morning, and my stomach hurts.."

I lied.

" okay " she says, and hands me the water for the dollar.

I look around, the tables now full.

I usually just sit at the table in the corner.

Nobody else sits there but me..

As i was drinking my water, i noticed zac making out with victoria.

ew. skank.

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At P.E i had to get dressed in the bathrooms because of the cuts.

My school was so poor so they had to have a boy AND girl bathroom. it was wierd.

I slipped down my pants. staring at my scars.

i also slipped my shirt off.

I then heard the door to the bathrooms open.

Someones in here.. awesome.

Not aware, Someone opens my stall

and then i realize i didnt lock it!

SHIT!

It was zac.

" oh my god im so sorry! "

he said.

he then took in who i was then his eyes locked on my scars.

His bright blue eyes opened wide and i reacted and covered them.

" what is that? " he asked.

" NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS ! can i have privacy???!! "

I yelled..

" you cut yourself ? " he looks at me sympathetically.

i tried closing the door but he was quick to stop it..

He walked in the stall, locking it behind him.

" what are you doing in here? " i yelled, covering my body as much as possible.

" why do you do that ? " he asks.

" why do you fucking care? " i yell again, slipping my gym pants and shirt on, no longer exposed.

" will you let me the fuck out. Fuck you. " i say, annoyed.

" not until you tell me. "

" why? So you can tell all your friends and laugh at me. fuck that. " i said, a tear slipping away.

He took his thumb and wiped it away.

" anyways i really have to go! " i said, coldly.

" whatever, meet me behind the bleachers after school. If you dont come, your gonna regret it " he said.

He then opened the door and walked out.

What the hell just happened?

I cant trust him. I KNOW I CANT.

i really dont want to either.

hes gonna tell everyone. My life is ruined.

All i could think about was his eyes and how he looked at me so sympathetically..

Why?