Secrets. ~ Larry Stylinson

Chapter 13.

I slowly opened the door. I thought it was management asking what was wrong with me. It wasn't. It was actually Louis. I wasn't that surprised. I knew that he wouldn't be that cold hearted and he would care at least a little bit. I don't know what has gotten into him, it's like he's a whole different person. I know it's because I have been distancing myself but he moved on too quickly. Is that all I'm worth? He made me feel like rubbish.
"Hi Louis, may I help you"
I felt like he was a complete stranger than I'm in love with, but he fell out of love with me.
"Harry!" Louis squealed, he jumped on me and hugged me so tightly.
" I'm so sorry I didn't come to the hospital I thought you wouldn't want to see me after what I said. I'm so sorry. Are you okay?"
"I'm fine"
I was shocked at his excuse as to why he didn't come.
"What did the doctor say?"
"Nothing"
I was being blunt. I didn't want to go back into a relationship with him. It would hurt both of us.
"Harry, speak to me"
"Bye Louis, I need to sleep"
"Harry"
I shut the door and I heard footsteps. I hated doing this so much. I hated it with a passion. I didn't want to break up with him. I wanted to hold him in my arms forever. I couldn't.

The next day

We all went down for breakfast. It was very awkward, I made sure to sit opposite sides to him.
Last night my Doctor from London called me and told me that I have to come back and stay in London, and that it was dangerous for my health.

I wanted to tell management about my cancer. I wanted them to know just in case something happens to me. Once we finished breakfast I called over my manager and told her.
"Harry, that's horrible news, this means One Direction would have to break up, this wasn't in your contract"
I could see her getting angry at me, but if I could do something about it I would.
"I'm also going to need to return to London, I can't carry on these shows. I can do tonight but tomorrow morning I'm going to fly back home"
"HARRY" she screamed at me.
I understood that the management would be losing money but I can't do anything about it.
"I'm sorry, please you inform the boys , only Niall knows, tell the rest of them that I feel sick."
I felt bad for not telling Liam but I couldn't just not tell Louis. It wouldn't be fair.
So that following morning I left America and I left One Direction.
I wanted to say goodbye to them but it would have been too hard.

I went straight to my mum's house and she comforted me and told me they would do fine without me.