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"True Beauty Is Pain"
"When I ask myself "Who Am I?" my thoughts stop and there's only silence"
"She's/he's lost. I want her/him back. I want the true me back"

I look at myself
The reflection hurts me
I can't ignore the crack
Where's she?
That girl
Who was so strong
So hopeful,so brave,so loveable
Full of dreams, faith, believe
Skin without scars
Will she ever come back?
Online I can see her
I feel less afraid of being me
But it's a spark, a needle in a haystack
My fake me hides her
She's stuck in a maze
A maze created by all the walls I made
I'm afraid to let her out
But I also want her back
I just..
How do I stop being the fake me?
Everybody believes the fake me is the real me..
Maybe I'm too late..
Online I might be able to be her again
"Sam". Online I'm Sam
Here I'm Samantha
Sam is the old me
Yes, I gave her a name
I don't want her to be erased
But it's too late here..
I even got myself fooled
I'm sorry for not being true
I would give her back
But how can I explain?
I'm afraid that I'll have to keep her in the maze, forever..
Forgive me,
My friends,
My love,
My family,
All others that know me
It's too late, I'm sorry

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