IS THIS LOVE (Joshaya)

Chapter 5

Warming: this chapter contains swearing and self harm content.

Maya pov
I Walked into my room got the knife out and slit my wrist. As I slipped into unconsciousness I heard someone call my name it was my best friend Riley
"Maya stay awake please"
She said but everything went black

Josh PoV
I was sitting on the sofa when Topanga got a call from Riley as she. Ended the call she was crying
"Honey what happened" Corey said trying to comfort her
"Maya's in the hospital she tried to kill herself we need to go" she said while getting her things
"I'm coming with you"I said
"Fine" Topanga said like it was my fault wait it is my fault I shouldn't of said those thing I'm such a dick
We arrived at the hospital we asked to see Maya Hart she said she was in 126 we went there and we saw Maya and Riley hugging and crying. They broke their hug when they saw us and wiped their tears.
"Aww sweetie are you okay" Topanga asked her
"Yeah I'm fine no need to worry about me" she answered after a while Topanga and Corey left but me and Riley stayed. As we were in the waiting room Riley came out with the most bizarres thing ever
"Your in love with her" she said
"Who,Maya no she's to young" I said
"That's just and excuse" she said
"fine i do but she's pissed at me what can i do i have feelings for her but im scared to tell her"i said
"option one is talk to her, option two move on it up to you" she said

"Riley" we were interrupted by maya calling her

"yes peaches" riley said

"the doctor said i can go home" maya said

"okay here are your clothes, we'll wait outside" riley said

okay" maya said

MAYA POV

i got changed, when i got outside riley was on the phone to farkle and Lucas because they both went to texas.

she ended the call. and came up to me and said "farkle and lucas said hope your okay and josh is waiting in the car.

"okay" i said when we got in the car i put my headphones on because i didnt feel like talking

"we're here" riley said

we walked inside the Matthews apartment, i went straight into rileys room waiting for her but instead it was josh

"what do you want josh" i said annoyed

"to say sorry" he said

"okay" i said he gave me a confused look but then left i wrote a note to Riley

Dear Riley

As you know by now i have left. i am leaving for a bit but i will be back. im not going to tell you where i'm going because i don't want to be found.

It's gotten to much for me so i just need a break from it all. i'll miss you but remember always remember you are my bestest friend and ill be back.

Love Maya/your peaches <3

after i wrote that i left.