diana // one direction

Diana

Hi! I had this idea for this story like a week ago and I just forgot to publish it! So enjoy this book and if you could.. read my others?? Thanks Lovlies(:

Diana's Point Of View:

I sighed as my alarm beeped loudly. I slammed my hand lazily down on it stopping the annoying sound. I sat up and put on my glasses, walked to my closet and took out a dark blue sweater. I slipped on some jeans and my red converse. I brushed out my slightly wavy hair, I straightened it, applied little makeup and brushed my side bangs slightly in my face. I grabbed my bag and went downstairs were I see my older brother at the door.

"Bye kiddo." He said hugging me. "Alright, always have your phone on, don't answer the door without looking through the window, uh no people over, unless you know them...uhh-"

"Who am I going to have over?" I asked him. "My friends?" I said jokingly. My only friend is Ariana. She has black hair, bright green eyes and tan skin. She is extremely beautiful, but like me; she has anxiety so in my school people look at it like it's some type of gross disease and immediately don't like you. She's a great person and doesn't deserve to be treated like she is.

He sighed. "Sorry." I live with my brother and he was leaving on business for two weeks. Leaving me all alone. "Okay there's money in the cabinet and numbers on the fridge."

"Landon I'll be fine." I reassured him. He hugged me again.

"Just please don't do something stupid." He told me.

"I won't."

"Alright bye kid. Love you." He told me. As he got his two suitcases and a bag.

"Bye, love you too." I said watching him get into a cab and drive away. I sighed and grabbed a banana,quickly ate it and threw away the peel, I grabbed my bag and walked out the door, locking it behind me. I quietly made my way down the street to hell. Or high school. I looked down at my feet as I walked quietly humming 'Royals' by Lorde to myself. I soon saw the school coming into view. I took a deep breath and walked through the open gates. All the other kids were laughing and talking, but I walked alone straight into the building, down to my locker. The bell rang signaling that we had seven minutes till first block. As I opened my locker a piece of paper fell out. I picked it up and read it. 'You should be dead, nobody would care.'

I know.

I sighed and headed to trigonometry. I sat down on the back of the class nervously playing with my lip, a habit I have. Avery and Jessica came walking in, they are the people that don't hate anybody, but they don't have a specific group. They are just people persons. "I can't believe that they're staying HERE!" Jessica squealed.

"I hope we see them!" Avery said excitedly as they take the seats in front of me.

"Hey Diana?" Jessica said to me scaring the shit out of me. My brain tried to rack the right words to answer the simplest thing ever. It's like it flips it around into a big math equation and jumbles it a all together making it almost impossible.

"Y-Yeah?" I replied.People don't really talk to me, but when they do it's not really that nice.

"Do you like One Direction?" She asked me.

"Um.. Yea-yeah I guess..." I answered. I like them I'm just not super obsessed like these two and Ariana.

"Told you!" Jessica said to Avery. "Now I just have to beat you in the Larry bet!" I heard Ariana talk about that 'Larry Stylinson' thing, it's something about a secret romance between Harry and Louis.

"No! Narry for life!" Avery defended. Just then Ariana came bursting though the door looking like she just got hit by a bus. He hair was in a messy bun, she was wearing yoga pants, a sweatshirt and boots. She had bugs under her eyes and everything.

She practically ran over to me. "What happened to you?" I asked trying not to laugh at her scrambled appearance.

"Why don't you answer your phone?!" She asked me. I was about to open my mouth and answer her but she cut me off."Shut up and listen to what I did!" She said. "I stayed up all night." She stopped to laugh at her self, seeing how she just said their album name without even trying. "AND GOT TICKETS TO TOMORROW NIGHTS ONE DIRECTION CONCERT AND MEET AND GREET!" She practically screamed in my face. I widened my eyes and flinched back at her outburst.

"Oh my go no way!!" Avery yelled in excitement. "We already have our tickets!" Jessica said proudly.

"Okay.. So who ya takin?" I asked looking for my pencil.

"You ya wanker." She said slapping my shoulder repeatedly.

"Who says I want to go?" I asked pushing he buttons.

"I know you want to go.." She said poking my neck making me squirm.

"Fine. I'll go." I agreed.

"Yay!" She said. By this time all the other students had filed into class and taking their seats and soon the class started. Our teacher, Mr. Bowdwin turned around to look for something real quick and of course I was hit with a crumpled up piece of paper. I reached down to the floor and picked it up and opened it. 'You don't do yourself justice by looking like that, no wonder you have no friends.' I saw Lexi and her little group giggling and looking at me. Ariana took the paper from my hands and ripped it up and flipped Lexi off. "Never read them." She whispered to me.

"Whatever." I mumbled.

I was walking home with Ariana because she was sleeping over considering that it's Friday. "How have you been?" She asked me breaking the silence.

"Fine.." I answered.

"I know you hong want to tell anybody, but you should at least let me help. Or try to understand." She pleaded.

"Nobody will ever understand." I simply said.

"How many days?" She asked me.

"What?" I asked confused.

"How many days since you last.. Ya know." She said, talking about my self harm.

"Three days.." I answered.

"Thats good, let's keep it going okay?" She said locking her pinky in mine and swinging our hands.

"I'll try." I told her.

"Now come on!" She said, basically pulling me up my driveway. "We have a concert to prepare for!" She said excitedly.

( ( a u t h o r ' s / n o t e ) )

Sorry it's short the others won't be this short!!

Thanks for reading the start of this book(:

Bye Lovlies,

❤️Meaghan