More Than Meets The Eye. | R.R. & B.B. |

16 - Sixteen.

Nikki Bella

The pain you feel when your only sister, your twin, your whole world, is in a coma. Its unbearable. I know my sisters strong, no doubt. She'll pull out if this. I know she will.

But when?

Its been 6 days now. Six long, painful days.

I talked to Doctor Styles this morning, hoping he would give me some good news when he checked on her. But of course, nothing.

'I can't determine when she will wake up Ms.Bella. but, she's doing great, nothing will happen.'

I love Brie. She means the world to me and I don't know what I would do if she wasn't gonna pull threw.

Ive gone to see her every night before I try to go to sleep.

I find myself walking around the woods, slowly. I don't want anything bad happening. At least while I'm there, so during the day I avoid my house as much as possible.

The emptiness I feel without her by my side. It makes me think back to when I was a child and I never spent any time with her.

'Nikki! All I want is for you to go with me!' A 12 year old Brie yells.

'Brie, I'm leaving! Roman wants to teach me how to hunt!' I yell back, rolling my eyes.

She sighs and sits on the front steps.

I glance back at her and for a second I feel bad, leaving my sister. But the guilt turns into just plain not caring. I'd rather have fun with Roman.

'Just go Nicole.'

I roll my eyes and laugh 'I Intend to.'

I was such a bitch to her our whole life. Now, she's in a coma and I feel bad. Why would I treat her that way? Over a boy? Over the boy she fell in love with?

When we were 16 she admitted to me that she had a crush on Roman.

Want to know how fucked up I was?

I went and told Roman that she was dating Dean so he would hate her.

I was a bitch and I hate myself for it.

"Nikki, it's not your fault."

I jump at the sound of someone's else's voice. I turn around quickly, getting ready to punch whoever it is behind me. Its only Dean.

"I never said it was. I'm saying I was a bitch to her. I could never live with myself if she died." I explain, continuing to walk away.

He ends up right next me, walking alongside me.

"So what, you weren't the nicest sister." He shrugs "No Sibling is nice."

"I didn't have to completely be a bitch to her. What would have been her last memories of me? Treating her like shit? Leaving her for Roman and Seth? You were there for my sister more then her own sister was."

"So? I always made her see the better side of things. She loves you more than you'll ever know." He says.

"That should have been me. Me staying by her side." I say.

"But its never to late to do that Nikki. She'll wake up." He says.

I sigh "You think so?"

He nods "Absolutely."

"Thank you Dean."

He smiles "No Problem. C'mon Nikki, let's go grab something to eat."

"Your not going to see Seth?"

"I will later. He's with Brie right now. I'll see Brie later as well. I just heard tour thoughts and wanted to talk to you." He explains.

I nod "Well thank you Dean."

He smiles "You're Welcome Nikki."