I Have Not Lost Hope Yet.. [Book 2 Of Mine]

Chapter 5

Aphmau's P.O.V
That was cute I ship it. If only Laurence will come back we could actually become a thing maybe get married. I don't know.

I walk to the garden filled with fruits, veggies, and different herbs. And I sit on a rock.
I look up at the clouds and remember what me and Laurence use to do back then.
"Hey.." said a voice
I turn to see Aaron another soldier i have helped who came back from the war. He is very handsome, but I can't get Laurence out of my head.
"Hey" I reply as he sits next to me on the ground.
"You okay?" He asks
"Yeah..." I sigh
"It's about him isn't it"
"Wait what?"
"I sometimes see you look at a picture with you and your Burnett friend and I happened to see him at the base during training."
"Do you know if he's alive?"
"I don't know. Was he your boyfriend?"
"Well... n-no not actually.."
"Then why do you care so much about him?"
"Excuse me?" I say standing up
"Wait I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that!"
"Whatever boyfriend or not I still care about him" I yell running off as tears fell upon my cheeks.

I keep telling myself that he is alive some where.
I say I won't lose hope, but is that another lie?!