New addition ( sequel to the littelest Salvatore )

Chapter 18

Elsa's P.O.V
1956
I slid into the bathroom grabbing grabbing my journal '
dear diary, I'm sick I'm so sick I'm sick of this life it's pia shit! My brothers are here but Damon's leaving soon, I'll miss him awefuly, but if Stefan or father I want yous to know I am so sorry.'

I put down my journal sighing straightening my skirt that Damon recently gotten me, it was gorgeous, I opened up my draw taking out my fathers gun I held it up to my head shaking it was the only way out I thought, 'Elsaaa' I heard Damon call, I didn't stutter I was about to pull the trigger when the door burst open I was in amounts of tears a crying shaking mess, Damon's mouth turned to a O shape shaking 'put...it ..down' he stuttered a tear falling from his eye.

Now (1 month later)
I shot up  from my bed sweating and shaking another one of them nightmares not much it's quite like a throwback, a very long one, I was only 12, 12!!

' another nightmare?' Klaus asked reassuringly hugging me, I nodded slightly in response, he hugged me tighter 'you'll be fine, wanna tell me what it's about ' I quickly shook my head.

'No!' I yelled I took that back as he let go of me looking down i put my thumb under his chin lifting it up ' sorry' I gulped, he smiled kissing my cheek.

' I promise this will be over soon!' He said smiling up at me, suddenly I heard cries 'I'll get her ' he smiled he was such a good father I swear.

He got up and left the room to see on our daughter I picked up my phone from the cabinet,  Damon the contact read I dialed his number 'hey sis!' He said

'Hi Damon could I come over later!' I asked/gulped'

"Sure, yes why is everything ok?' He asked panicking

'I'll explain when I get there!' After I hung up sighing a from appearing on my face, I shot uo and got dressed I walked downstairs to be greeted by Kol throwing a blood bag at me 'here darling ' he smiled after what bonnie said that night lol helped me by giving me human blood but not fresh he hunted I drank sort of thing.

' thanks ' I muttered I gulped it all down in seconds.

Damon's pov

I poured to glasses of bourbon when I heard a knock out our door, I opened it it was elsa,  she pushed passed me taking one of the glasses gulping it down, I smirked at her actions a tear strolled down from her face.

'Damon' she cried I vamp sped over hugging her, ' I don't want to do this anymore it's horrible seeing that' she cried louder

'What, is it elsa ' I siad shaky voice I hate seeing her like this.

' 1956!' She cried I member rhat day to well the day I caught her nearly fucking killing herself ' I'm getting all these flashbacks, and I hate it it's killing me!'

'Ssh ssh' I sang. 'You'll be on they'll stop'

'They won't Damon the only way out is to go!'

'Don't say that what's happening elsa !' I cried

'Damon I have the perfect live fiancé daughter you Stefan it's perfect but I'm done I'm done being what I am, having these so called powers I have, it's killing me I get these nightmares and I can't Damon please!!' She sobbed into my chest soakin my shirt

' don't you dare sha that elsa I'll be lost I'll give up you can't do anything on please I love you so fucking much, I swear to god your staying right here with me!' I felt tears escaping there way from my face

'Sorry' she said vamp speeding her way out

Elsas pov

I vamp sped my way all the way to Elenas house ' I hope she's out' I whispered I knocked on the door Jeremy answered 'hey.!' He said surprised

'Hey you got vervain tablets' I asked scared

'Yeah 'he asked

'Can I have some?' I asked

'Yeah why though!' He asked

'Enough questions jer give me' I said handing my hand out

He reached into his coat pocket grabbing out a handful

I nodded at him grabbing them and vamp speeding home, I rushed up to the bathroom ignoring everyone, I cried looking at my hand I didn't know if this would work but it's worth a try, I ran a glass of water and gulped them all down fighting back the burning pain before I knew it I was lying on the floor trying to keep my eyes open this was it I thought ....