What now, life?

The simple things around me

I have been having bad days after bad days.
Is like an infinite circle of bad days.
But one of the things that I learned, and I'm not proud of that, is to pretend nothing happened.
So I will arrive from school and Sam will be doing something like playing piano, Alexis will be watching some youtube video.
And there is no way that I'm going to bring my "bad energy" and throw it at the living room, walk dowstairs and pretend nothing happened.
So I just say I'm tired, because everybody is going to believe that.
And I know that even in my worst days, even without knowing I just need to step at home for everything to be better.
Because I know that Alexis is going to smile and say "hey", or she is going to get scared and scream "HOLY SHIT" as loud as she can.
And I know that Sam is going to be Sam
And that will make me see that my day was not that bad because in the end I still come back home to the best part of Canada.