Loving My Kidnapper (Sequel To Kidnapped By DanTDM)

Hate and Kiss goodbyes..

*TRIGGER WARNING*
(Lilly's POV)

I wake up and stretch. Suddenly I feel my phone vibrate on the night stand. I unlock it and look to see 1000 comments on my instagram post. I go on it confused on why there was so many comments. I scroll trough them and my eyes tear up at the hate.

Lovely121
Eww EBOLA BITCH!

koalaisbae
Guys! Leave her alone she amazing! You dickheads!

Queenisback
Dan is totally tooooo hot for you like ew what species are you anyways? A monkey?

Danissexy
@Queenisback No monkeys are way to cute to be related to her :"D

BrandomWilliams
No offense but your ugly actually take offense and kill yourself dumb whore

HannahZ
Cut your wrists it's soy fun!!! Also go make some stale cereal with some bleach its magically delicious XD

The more I read the more I hated myself. I look at Dan and then at the clock. 4:00Am?! Holy fudge.. I put my phone down and decide to go for a walk. As I'm walking I feel someone push me. "Hey girls! Cmon look who it is!" A girls voice says. Suddenly 3 other girls appear with her. "Excuse me are you Lilly? The one dating DanTDM?" The one asks. "Yes, sweetheart why?" I ask politely.

They start laughing and the blonde one says "Sweetie? You called me sweetie? Have you seen the riot we caused about you on Instagram? All the hate? We started that! Now like I said in the comment Go cut your wrists and drink some bleach go ugly trash!" I look at her as tears form in my eyes. Am I really that bad? I push her to the ground and run back to the house, making sure they aren't following.

I shut the door locking it. 5:05Am The clock read. Should I kill myself? I mean make everyone happy? I run into the bedroom looking at Dan's sleeping figure. Tears run down my face as I move his fringe from his face and kiss his forehead. "I love you.. Forever and always.." I mumble. I slowly walk out and into the bathroom. I take out a razor and stare at it. Should I? Is the number one question that was rushing through my mind.

As I put the blade to my wrist, tears still streaming down my face. I slide it across, the blood trickling down my arm. I wince at the amount of blood that rushed from my arm. I slide across again and suddenly I hear a knock at the door. "Lilly? You in there?" I hear Dan's voice. Tears rush down my face silently as I drop the blade to the ground. "Lilly?" He questions again and I hear the door open and a gasp.

But I just stare at the blood trickling down my arm. "Lilly!" Dan says running over to me. He pulls me in a hug and says "Why? Lilly why?" *Everyone... They hate me." I say bluntly. "So you cut yourself?" He says. "The girls told me to." I say. "So? Who cares what a whole bunch of spoiled teenagers have to say." He says pulling away. He grabs a towel and he wraps it around my cuts tightly. "Oh.. Um I'm sorry." I say gesturing to the blood smeared across his white shirt.

"Lilly does it look like thats any worry right now? Now tell me what happened." He says sitting next to me. So I did. I told him what they said And how I went for a walk and ran into them, how I kissed him goodbye, and lastly when he walked in. He hugs me and says "Don't do this ever again Okay? Promise me.." He says.

"I...I can't promise you anything." I say tears falling as I say again "I don't like lying to you and promising I won't try this again is very unlikely.. I was depressed as a child and its very easy for me to snap back into it." I say. "Then I guess I'll be there every step of the way because Lilly I love you, and I don't want to have to end up kissing you goodbye.." He says hugging. "I love you too." is all I say while hugging him back.

A/N
Sad chapter!!! Sorry its so depressing the next one I'll try to make happy!!! Well bye lovelies!!!! :D