THE PAST
The frigid air was chilling me to my bones.
Every step I took is a step farther from the past. Leaving everything behind, not giving it a second glance.
My heart pumping painfully against my chest. Running as fast as I can as if there was someone chasing me. As if my life depended on it, and maybe it did.
Going to nowhere in particular.
Face damp with tears. Blue hair whipping behind me.
Like silk.
Dizziness fell over me, making trip and I fall to my knees.
My tears dripping forming a water fall falling from my eyes. A pool of blood was under me, and I realized my knees were cut.
My hair was tangled flying in my face.
My life is a mess; I’ve lost my life, my heart, and my family. I was lost in this world not knowing were to go.
Sobs broke threw me shattering me like glass. I sat in the darkness with tears in my eyes; nothing made sense here, at least not anymore.
I begged myself to forget the past, but it reappears over and over again. I don’t want to remember anything.
I hope I could burry it deep down the earth were no one will find.
My turquoise eyes were staring into nothingness. Numbness ran over me and I don’t know how many minutes, hours, days I have been sitting there. Then it hit me and I realized that I was sitting in a middle of the street.
My hair tangled, my clothes torn, and bleeding. What would people think of me? I hauled my self up.
My knees sent a shot of pain through me making me loose my balance. But I quickly got to my feet walking strait ahead.
To the unknown.
Then realized that there is no place to go. No one to go to.
