What Do I Do??

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6 months later

About three months ago I got my first boyfriend. I know, I know, I'm 17 and haven't had a boyfriend. But yesterday I just learned that he cheated on me, with some bitch named Isabel. I haven't come out of my room since I got home from school yesterday. The guys are worried sick, but they understand that I need my space. Finally I couldn't take it anymore, I had to find my blade. I know I promised Andy that I wouldn't cut anymore but I just can't keep that promise. I go in the bathroom after I find my blade. Then I started making slices all the way up my arm. Just then Ash came crashing in the bathroom. "No no no no, please oh god no." He pleaded "I'm sorry Ash, I- I didn't know what to do." I explained with tears running down my face. "Shhhh it's okay." He soothed as he bandaged up my arm. Then all of a sudden, he looked in my eyes and next thing I know, Ash's lips are on mine. We move our lips in sync until he pulls away. "I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have done that, I was just caught up in the fucking moment, I'm sorry," he apologized. "No it's fine, I'm glad you did that, I enjoyed it," I said sheepishly. "Umm... Can you excuse me I'll be right back, just go in and sit on my bed?" I asked. "Okie dokie," he said. He's such a dofus. I made my way to Jinxx's bedroom door and knocked, "Come in," he said through the door. I walked in and sat on the bed. "Jinxx I really need to talk to you about something," "Okay, shoot," he said. "Okay, well I didn't know what to do so I started cutting my arm then Ash came barging in and as he was bandaging up my arm, he kissed me." I explained really fast. "How do you feel about Ashley though Avella?" "Honestly, I'm attracted to him, and it's not because he's famous or anything, I really like him as a person." I said carefully. "So what's the problem? Did you kiss back? And if so, tell him how you feel." He said
"Yes I kissed back and I'm going to tell him but the problem is when?" "Now, and Avella, please don't hurt yourself anymore, just come to one of us." He said
I walked into my room and Ashley was just laying on the bed. "Ashley, I really like you and if your not in a current relationship and would even consider it, would you be my boyfriend?" I said quickly. "I would love too, I was going to ask if you wanted to be my girlfriend actually," I went and joined him on the bed and I layed on his chest as he kissed my temple. Just then Andy walked in and saw us cuddling on my bed and Ashley kissing me. Oh shit.

Hey guys, sorry I don't do a lot of Authors notes, I think they're pointless really, I mean all they do is make you guys think that it's an update when it's not.
So if I do a authors note, I want you guys to know that it's very important. LOVE Y'ALL

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