Sharing My Pain ( August Alsina )

Chapter 15

August

When Katelyn woke up yesterday she started crying , none stop . I ask her what's the problem she didn't tell me . The doctor and nurse ask her still nothing . It even came to the point where they had to inject her to sleep .

After hearing that she had a asthma attack yesterday , I made sure buy stuffs for her pertaining to the asthma attacks with the help of Kevin .

This morning when I arrive I had seen that Katelyn is sleeping.  While that angelic girl was sleeping I had the chance to admire her face .

To be honest , she looks totally better than Vickie and the bitches ...well I guest yesterday morning when I saw her she looks different . lol . she now stop cake up her face with too much makeups .

At that moment I saw Katelyn eyes open up again , before I could even say a word she started crying , just like yesterday . I being the man I be , I get up and walk to the bed and hug her . "it's go be okay bay ." I don't know what is her problem but I still make sure to tell her anyways .

I guest the she feel some type a way that when she ask me to stop that I did not stop . After some minutes she slowly lift her head off my chest , looking in my eyes .  I stared back in her soft , brown eyes . Oh how I wish I could lost in them and never be found . These eyes is more than of a angel , it's truly priceless . The brown eyes now has transform into the eyes of , hurt , sorrow , pain and agony .

I try to let her go a bit to breath , because I don't want the repeat of yesterday replay it self again . Instead of letting me stay a bit from her , she hang on to me tightly , like her life depending on me . "August ... Promise me you never go leave me ." I look in her eyes again , what I see is more than pain , but I don't want to say that I promise . Am not gonna I won't . But the fact that I don't want to break her heart.
"I will  be there when you need me ," that's the word I said , but I don't want to say the word promise . It's like a wall that I know will not stand forever without breaking down . I don't want to be a promise and failer .

Soon the door open , without looking I know who it is already " Oh thank God you are awake .. ." Kevin said "how long had she been awake for ?'

" well she na wake up and starting crying ."

"Strange i had been like this yesterday and , thats too strange ." he said writting something on his clapboard "August hadn't a guardian or her parents at least call or something to check on her to see if she is OK ."

That question hit me like a storm , to be honest I even wonder if anybody call her up or something , at least to check up on her ."to be honest I don't know .Anyways let's not talk about that lets focus on her well been ."

"Ok,"

"So when is she coming out of here man?"

"Well you can bring her home now if you liKe as be said that I look down at Katelyn but she was sleeping on my chest . It felt so good .

"Um ...  August can I ask you something ?"

"Oh sure man."

"Did you by any chance ... Um ...I don't know how to put this . But did you ever raise you hands on her ?"

"What ? Man I ain't know what the fuck you saying to me ." as I say that I slowly lay down Katelyn on the bed .

"Well as to say there was scars on her body as to say it had been about some months , even though it is fading a bit I can still recognise it ."

Na that explain it I wonder how it reach there but cause I thought it was me that cause it say nothing . "So what you think cause the marks ?"

"I don't know man but , yesterday I run some tests on her meanwhile she was been treated but everything came out okay which looks good . August I tell you man there is something off with her ."

"Seems so to me ."

"Keep an eye on her , anyways my work here is done , if she wake you can take her home. "

"Alight ."

Four hours later

After bring Katelyn home , it had been an uncomfortable silent ride with her . I ain't know what to say to her all she did was go upstairs in her room . Am downstairs drinking some Hennessey in the bar . I guest am getting high but who knows .

Fuck life , I have find the one for me at lost .

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To be honest let's put this in our thoughts , it's hard for me to write chapters in a moving vehicle , class , home with too much shouting and disruptions . It's hard to also write a story on a phone on not a computer but a damm phone . Guys am not cussing out but it suck that am writing off my Jamaican ass here and not getting ya votes and nothing .

Okay let me calm down before my Jamaican accents comes out .

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