Strange love *creek fanfic*

Regret (part 5)

Craig's P.O.V

I walked to the Principle's office slowly as I thought about Tweek, I can't get over how much I hurt him... I shouldn't have got so frustrated at nothing, to think Tweek could ever forgive me is impossible. I should make it up to him but how? I don't know much about the boy, I guess we could just walk around the mall or some dumb shit like that but that seems so insincere.... *sigh* I guess I will think of something. 

As I got to the Principle's office I could hear the fatass (Eric Cartman) getting into trouble for calling Kyle a Jew again or something like that. After he walked out the Principle's office, I heard PC Principle call my name. As I got in he looked so pissed off, I just sat down quietly, then he spoke.

He said "Craig you've been in trouble a few times for flipping off Mr. Garrison now, care to explain?"

I sighed and said "I have no excuse sir, I'm sorry for what I did and I won't do it again."

He then said in a frustrated tone "sorry isn't going to cut it this time Craig, no, nothing works on you, so I don't think South Park Elementary is for you. So for now I'm going to suspend you, I will be phoning your parents this afternoon to have a conversation about this to them but if you can change your attitude you can return or if you can't, you can just get out for good."

I already wasn't in a emotional state to hear this so I shouted back "FINE MAYBE I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE, MAYBE I AM JUST ONE BIG FUCK-UP!" I ran out almost crying but kept strong.

I heard PC Principle shout back "CRAIG TUCKER GET HERE RIGHT NOW!!!" I kept running until I ran right into Clyde, great... He looked pissed as well for some reason. He grabbed me by the collar and pushed me against the locker, I struggled to get out of his grasp but he was stronger than me.

He then shouted "WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE TO TWEEK!"

I tried to keep the tears back and said in a weak voice "I know....I know.....I fucked up with Tweek, trust me I didn't mean to hurt him..."

He shouted back "THEN WHAT DID YOU MEAN TO DO?!?! BECAUSE RIGHT NOW HE IS CRYING IN THE BATHROOM!!!!"

This made me feel more guilty and oh God I could feel the tears coming soon, I said "please just lead me to him and I promise I'll make it better."

Clyde shouted back "OH NO YOU'RE NOT GETTING OUT OF THIS THAT EASILY, I KNOW YOU CRAIG, YOU'RE A FUCKING ASSHOLE, WHO CANNOT SHOW ANY KIND OF EMPATHY FOR ANYONE!"

I broke down and started crying, I confessed "Just take me to Tweek, I don't give a shit about me, I care about Tweek at the moment. I know I'm a fucking asshole, I push people away for a reason....."

Clyde looking suspicious asked "what reason could there be?"

I sighed and said "It's because.... because when I was younger I got close to someone and told them all my little secrets and hidden feelings, and in return she used it against me.... rumours about me spread every where, after that day I promised myself to never reveal to anyone a bit of detail of myself and push people away to save myself from that heartache and pain." Clyde let go of his grip and showed me the way to Tweek....