So here lately I have been scared to go down stairs. And to top it all of people at school tell me to kill myself. Well yesterday my mom made me fell the same kind d of way. Like she didn't love. Like I was just another kid. I felt like crap. So I took my blade and thought about just cutting myself then I realized it's not worth it and I just want a normal life I want to be like other kids but with my dream. My mom is always mad at me for reasons I think are so dumb but she scares me a lot and sometimes I think she might actually slap me and hit me when she threats me. And I don't think u should be scared of your mom but I am almost tariffed of my mom.
