My birthday is tommorow I hate my birthday . I had loss my virginity on my birthday but it was forest (rape) everytime my birthday came around I wouldn't let my mom throw a party she understood . of course she would ask but I would say no . I still blame myself for what had happened . I remember the night clearly I still have flash backs I was at the party when one of my best guy friends friend which I really didn't know graved me I thought he was playing so pushed him of then he graved me harder it hurt I asked him to stop but he didnt it was where no one was around he dragged me up to the bed room I screamed for help but he graved my neck and told me to shut up or he would kill me and then he shoved me towards the open bed room and shut the door I watched him lock the door . I was scared out of my mind he pushed me in the bed and put my hands above my head and slowly wripped of my pants then my underwear then my shirt. Then my bra I lay there naked, scared , horrified. He started slow and pushed his body against me and then he pulled of his clothes and rubbed his body against mine and kept going I was in pain and I started to cry he stroked my cheeks and told me it would be over soon . 20 minutes later he takes his body of of me leaving me limp helpless then he graved me and said these 6 words "tell anyone and you are dead" and he put on his clothes and left. my mom found me later. Crying naked . I told her everything and I went to counseling and that's where I met him he was there because of his mother and I fell in love with him and I'm still in love with him even after him putting me in a mental hospital
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Teens Are No Different
Non-FictionA young girl name lily is discovering her feelings for the first time she is deppresed and has really bad anxiety she turns to self harm to try to get her through it but her boyfriend is there by her side
