With My Last Breath

My name is Alice. I'm 15 years old and I have a deep, dark secret no one knows.

I haven't seen my dad for 6 years now. He and I were never close, but I miss him badly. He used to take me out for ice cream after I would come home from school crying about what people had said to me all the hurtful things I was told about my "ugly and fat" body. I've never been very pretty in my opinion, but I'm always told I am, I have very pretty blue eyes and I'm average height. But I'm not average, I'm different.... So different it's scary.