What Is Love

baby u mines

Lady pov

Day day been blowing my phone up. I ignored him I'm on my way to pick up hope than going to a clinic I don't no what's wrong but ik a baby kick shouldn't hurt this bad

I was scared hope walked out like nothing was wrong she got in and smiled I couldn't even smile so much pain I'm in right now

"Can you drive please " I asked and she knew something was wrong

"Where we going and what's wrong baby" she said kissing my cheek

"I'm in pain it feels like I'm losing him or her and it hurts they started kicking and im bleeding a lil I don't wanna lose my baby hope can we go to the clinic " I said she rushed scaring me cause she just got outta a car accident

We walked in and I was seen once I walked in

"Can u tell me what kind of pain your feeling mrs.lady" the nurse asked

" its unexplainable but its in my ribs and it hurt even more when the baby kick I been bleeding and i can't do nothing but curl up and a ball and cry" I told her she nodded

"Okay well I've seen this before but let me check your baby heart beat" she said putting gel on my baby bump I prayed my baby okay

"We have a heartbeat and the baby is kicking but sometime and I'm just saying something u will have to look at it as a miscarriage you stressing a lot u can lose your baby do u have a stress reliever maybe sex will help but I'm just telling you so u can keep your baby stop stressing and eat Healthy" she said scaring me a miscarriage I'm boutta call day day when I get and the house take all this stress out on him

"You gonna be okay " hope said I wanted to cry

"Well I can't give u nothing for the pain but I'm sure you'll be okay drink a lil water and try to get that stress out" the nurse said i nodded and went to the car I'm still and pain when I put my hand on my stomach seem to be the only way my baby a stop going crazy

We pulled up to the house and day day was outside our house with derrick. His silly ass ran and jumped on hope making me laugh causing me pain

I don't think I'm ready a worried looked came on day day face but I stopped him before he even got up to walk my way

"Well IG I'll be buying some pads for a min" I said loud enough for him to hear

Everyday looked at me and knew something was wrong I didn't say nothing though its not everybody business I walked and the house and hope nd derrick stayed outside talking

Sat down and day day sat next to me I knew he was gonna bring up it but I don't wanna talk about it

"Lady? You gonna tell me wassup with my baby" he said and when he said that so much shit came over me I started crying so hard I tried to get up and walk away but he grabbed me into a hugged I just cried so hard

Why me why I haven't did anything to nobody now I might not have nothing take me not a innocent soul I'll rather leave I'm tired of being hurt I'm so tired " I cried he rubbed my back I'm really hating him right now

"Its okay lady just talk to me" he said I wanted to kill him he did this to me he got my hopes up I wanted this more than ever

"I want some ice cream " I said he looked at me crazy

"U cried that hard about ice cream " he said as he went to the kitchen I went up stairs and took off my shirt and pants looking in the mirror

I held my belly talking to my baby" hi baby this your mommy I'm so sad right now I got some bad news and I'm sorry if I can't bring u into this world just no mommie tried and just no I want stop until I'm die if cancer doesn't kill me by than I just want the best for u and that's even if u have to live without me I'm willing to make that happen I wanna be here for u I wanna hold u and tell you I love you but things isn't going good ik daddy will love you more than any other nappy headed lil boy well your daddy is nappy headed to and his Lil girlfriend but don't be like mommie don't let good things slip right outta your hands. I want the best for u and that's what u gonna have you gonna have your auntie amber your uncle and most of all " I was cut off when day day walked and