My beautiful broken boy

All alone

Lizzy found me soon and she saw Tyler's lifeless body and gasped
"Oh my god..."
She ran to the road and just stood there. I apparently got the strength to get up and i ran into the middle of the street and grabbed his body and pulled as hard as i could to get him into the grass. I collapsed soon after on the ground...

**The next day**

I can't live like this I'm all alone Tyler left me something he said he would never do I always told him that if he ever tried to commit suicide that i would follow him and do it too....

**flashback before break up**

"Tyler listen to me I love you okay? Please don't go I love you so much and I couldn't live without you. If you committed suicide then i probably would follow you. Tyler your future is so bright so so bright you have your whole life ahead of you okay? Me me on the otherhand i really have nothing except you, you are my everything and if I lose that then I'll loose myself...."

"Brie..." he could barley get the words out of his mouth.

**End of flashback**

I wrote a letter to my brother because he is the only one i still love in my family and that might sound petty but they've hurt me too much. The letter read

"Dear Gage,
Please do not try to save me okay? I want no need to be with Tyler and I love you okay this is NOT your fault at all
Love Brie"

I put the letter on the bathroom counter and opened the bathroom cabinet. I pulled out a big thing of pills perscribed to my mom and got a glass of water.

I tilted my head back and put my arm up
"BRIE STOP!"
I heard the familiar voice yell and i realized it was Lizzy

"PLEASE! Lizz i have nothing left! Nothing! I don't want to be alive! It's so hard i was fighting for my life over my own godamn mind every fucking day before he-he died and now I've given up! I don't want to be alive anymore. There's no point anymore.  I'm sorry..."
Lizzy came to me and wrapped her arms around my body in a comforting way she just held me and listened to me crying.
"Brie you have me and you always will Tyler is gone now yes but he is in a better place and all his pain is gone."

"He wouldn't have any of that pain if it wasnt for me!" i barley choked the words out.

"Come on you know that's not true he had issues with his mom she basically neglected him and left him he had nobody to turn to nobody to talk to and Brie he felt like he was all Alone, he felt like nobody could help him anymore."

"Lizz Its just too much too much to handle..."

"I know i know but it will be okay I'm here for you now and i will never leave you"

"I think this is the most pain I've felt in my whole life...I just can't believe he's really gone..."