Most people see a boy who doesn't care, I see someone who wants love and gives even more in return. They see a boy who is always kept to himself, I see someone who is just misunderstood. You have a big heart and all you've ever needed was someone to care and love you. You love guns but its more than that. You pretend to not know things but deep down you are just as smart as anyone else. I see someone who was born way after his time and yet has still found his way in this crazy world. Found his way to me.
I see a boy who understands who I am and why I am that way. You accept me for my faults and differences and still you call me perfect. You are blind to your your own perfection that I wish it hadn't taken me so long to find you and have to show now instead of sooner. I hate the fact that there was so much I wasn't the to help you through but grateful it made you into this wonderful person.
I love your soft brown hair. I love getting to stare into your eyes and see all love you have for me. I love hold your hand or just letting you hold me. It make me feel safe and loved. I love the stolen kisses is class.
I think it's adorable when you get upset. I think it's amazing when you stand up for me even if I'm the one to instigate an argument. I think you are absolutely, positively wonderful. I think is absolutely amazing when you have nothing to say. Your actions have always spoken louder than your words.
You are understanding, yet misunderstood. You are smart but play dumb. You are mature but tend to be extremely childish. You seem tough but on the inside you have a soft side. You play the part of the devil but to me you're an angel. You're perfect in every way.
I miss you at night even if I get to see got next morning. I miss your touch even just seconds after you let go. I miss getting to see you everyday. I miss hearing your voice telling me sweet things. I miss getting to sit next to you at lunch. I miss everything about you.
I love you for who you are. I love the person you have become. I'm glad that I'm the one who gets to see this side of you. You have no idea how lucky I feel to have found you. You are everything I've ever wanted and more.
I love you so so so so much and nothing could ever change that. Don't ever change for someone else's benefit, you are amazing just the way you are.
You know just what to do or say when I'm upset. You're always doing something new to make me fall even deeper for you. Whether it be finding songs to describe me or us or simply giving me look that utterly and completely melts my heart.
You know when I need a shoulder to lean on. You know when I need my space. You don't care about what others think about you, me or us. You know the right jokes and when to make them. You know when you've gone too far. You apologize even when you don't need to.
You listen to my excessive babbling. You handle my weird emotions. You think I'm perfect even when others will fight and argue otherwise. You know my past and you love me just the same. You know my boundaries and you appreciate my choices.
You believe in me when others give up. You cheer me up when someone makes me feel down. You hold me at just the right moments. You fight for me when I stand alone. You back me up even if I'm wrong. You love all my faults and imperfections.
You can be sneaky. You can be funny. You can be irrational. You can be stubborn. You can be persistent. You can be reckless. You can be thoughtful. You can be everything. You are my everything. You can be with me or away from me and feelings won't change. All of these things make you who you are. I wouldn't change them for anything.
I love that you're mine and no one else's. I love that you love me. I love everything about you no matter what it is. I love the sparking your eye I see when you look at me. It just proves to show how much you care.
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My Life
RandomThis is where I am going to write my emotions. I'll be able to come back years later and read about I feel. Writing is a way to vent emotions, so that's what I'm doing.
