Misha Collins X Reader (Editing)

Hospital!

*Misha's point of view*

Oh god please let her be alright Misha was thinking, he was too upset to drive to the hospital so Jensen and Amanda drove him. Once they got to the hospital Misha jumped out the car before it even came to a full stop. 'where is my wife?' his voice boomed through the hospital,some people even gave him weird looks but he didn't care he wanted tosee his wife. he ran to the front desk 'where is my wife? Please tell me she is okay.' his eyes were red and puffy from crying. 'what'syour wife's name? so I can look her up sir' the nurse asked him.'it's y/n Collins' he said. 'yes she is here, she is in ICU. You can have a seat and wait for the doctor to come and talk to you' the nurse said. Misha walked over to the sitting area that's when Jensen and Amanda walked in. 'how is she? Have you heard anything?' Jensen asked Misha. 'no' Misha said as he began to cry again. 'everything will be okay buddy, I'm right here with you' Jensen said giving Mishaa hug. 'Misha Collins?' the doctor said. 'yes, that's me' he said turning around. 'Hi, I'm Rita. I'm your wife's doctor could I talk to you in private?' she said. Looking over at Jensen and Amanda. 'it's fine, you can tell me in front of them' Misha said. 'well uh your wife had some bleeding on the brain we stop it before it got worst.She has a couple of broken ribs and a broken arm' the doctor said.'what about my kids? Are they okay?' Misha asked. The doctor let out a sigh and looked at the poor man 'I'm sorry, they didn't make it we tried everything to save them. I'm sorry' the doctor said. Misha stood there for a couple of minutes he couldn't believe what he just heard, his babies had died. Jensen put his hand on Misha's shoulder'are you okay buddy?' Jensen asked. All Misha could do is cry at the thought of never seeing his babies face. 'can I see my wife?' he asked through sobs. 'I'm sorry you can't tonight, you should go home and get some rest and come back in the morning so you can see her' was all the doctor said before walking away.

We got back to the house I got out the car and walked in the house and went straight upstairs not saying a word to anyone. I heard Jared's voice speak first 'how is she?' 'she will be fine but they couldn't save the twins' Jensen said. 'oh dear god' I heard Jared say. With that I walked in my room and close the door the kids were asleep on y/n and I bed I walked over and got between my three kids and hold them close to me I hadn't notice west was still awake. 'how is mom and the babies' West asked me. 'mom is fine' I said. I didn't want to tell him about his twin brothers or sisters that he would never meet but I had no choice he needed to know. 'the babies are gone west' I said. I could see his face though the little bit of moonlight that was shining in the room 'why?' he asked with a confused face. I knew he was going to ask that, so I explained it the best way I could. 'you know how Max had left us (by the way max was their dog they had it died)and went up to the big man in the sky?' Misha asked his son. 'Yes' West said.' well that's where the babies are, they are up there right now playing around with max, looking down at mommy, me, you, Darcy and Maison.' 'Do you think they miss us?' West asked. Misha knew his son didn't really understand the concept of death so he just answered 'yes west they do' with that Misha gave West a hug and kiss goodnight, they both feel asleep within a matter of minutes.