Just a crush? (Tronnor)

Now what?

CONNOR'S POV

I was so extremely new to the idea of being openly gay, and of course gay sex... So I wasn't sure if I should keep sucking on Troyes length or not. Wow...I'm such a Virgin. I've watched gay porn before, and I like to think I know what I'm talking about when it comes to romance and relationships, but I really don't. I think Troye could tell that I was nervous and unsure, because he pulled me upwards for a long kiss while wrapping his own hand around my length. My head flew back in response, as Troye continued to forcefully pump my cock while he kissed my neck. Wow, it looks like Troye isn't a virgin... Somehow that surprised me, even though I know that he has had boyfriends in the past.
I continue to moan while I let the beautiful blue-eyed boy continue his magic on me. But eventually he stops, and I make a slightly disappointed face at him while he laughs. He walks over to his suitcase and goes into a little bag. That's when it hit me, that one of us was going to have to top while the other bottoms. I widened my eyes when Troye came back to the bed with a condom and a very tiny bottle of lube. He kissed me on the lips, which seemed to take all my nerves away and suddenly I had no doubts. I wanted this to happen, I wanted Troye.
Troye began to scratch his head before speaking. "So, how do you want this to happen?"
I giggled and took his hand. "Doesn't matter to me."
I had an idea in my mind that I wanted to bottom. I wasn't so confident in my sexual knowledge, and bottoming seemed easier because you just lay there. At least that's what I thought... Although later I found out that I was wrong.
He kissed me on the cheek and bit his lip while deciding what he wanted to do.
"Ok, Connor. Do you want to bottom?"
It's like he read my mind.. "Yeah. Sure." I giggled and played with my hair.
He smiled back and started to open the condom while I began to touch myself again...I just couldn't help it. Once he slid the condom onto his hard dick, he took out the lube. He looked at me while placing his body in between my legs and kissing my forehead for reassurance. I felt better every time he kissed me, I felt safer. He put a good amount of lube into his hands before applying it to my entrance. I looked around the room uncomfortably while he slipped the first finger into me. It didn't hurt at first, but it did after he put his second finger in. It felt better though when he started giving me reassuring looks and kissing my cheek multiple times.
He then pulled away to get prepared, and soon enough we were about to do it. This isn't how I ever pictured my first time. I always pictured it with a girl, because I wanted so desperately to be straight. But I'm happy that I'm sharing this moment with Troye, and not some girl.
He began to slowly push into me while looking into my eyes. I gave a nod before he started to move, and then I felt it. I felt the sharp pain of bottoming... The pain that I seemed to have forgotten about when accepting to bottom. But somehow it felt better once he moved faster. He started to push into me faster and faster as we both moaned loudly in unison. I looked up at Troyes sweaty body and smiled while continuing to quietly moan and touch his sweating body.
I let Troye continue to forcefully push into me as we both closed out eyes in pleasure. He began touching my chest and I opened my mouth in between moans to speak, "Troooyyye."
He enjoyed hearing his name being called, and the next thing I knew Troye was smiling and kissing me harshly on the lips.
I saw him starting to speak while he got close, "god, you're so hot Connor, I'm gonna cu-"
He couldn't even get out his sentence before we both came, at almost the same moment.
When we had both finished our intense climax, Troye pulled out and flopped onto the bed next to me.
I laughed. Did we really just do that?" I said while grabbing his hand.
He put his hand on my cheek and pecked my lips. "Yeah... We did."