It's been a week since I saw him. A week since I've gotten to see his beautiful eyes, his amazing smile... It's been hard. I normally end a breakup and get over it within at least a couple days but this one, this one is the worst.
I lost my best friend, the person I thought I would never in my life lose.
Do I really have to get out of bed today? Can't I just lay here and watch Netflix all day?
No.
I have to get out of bed. I have to put the new outfit I bought on and I have to go meet Lindsay at Starbucks after she gets out of class.
Maybe I'll just lay here a few more minutes, I mean she doesn't get out of class until 1 anyways, it's only 12. I'll get ready in 15 minutes.
** 15 minutes go by **
5 more minutes. Yeah I'll be good.
** 10 minutes go by **
SHIT IM GONNA BE LATE! Lindsay won't mind, she knows I'm the best procrastinator in the book.
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I finally got to Starbucks, and I don't see Lindsay. Figures I thought I was the one going to be late.
I got my soy vanilla latte and sat down at the usual spot by the window where me and Lindsay usually sit.
I watched out the window to see if I could see Lindsay running down the busy sidewalks of Cincinnati. I didn't see Lindsay, but I saw a familiar face walking past the window holding a pink purse. I knew exactly who this little girl was... Izzy Guti
She was coming into Starbucks. I knew if she seen me she would come up and ask me questions about Alex so I tried my hardest to shield my face, but it didn't work.
ALICIA! IS THAT YOU?
Everyone was staring. I knew who was calling my name and I couldn't just ignore it.
Yes it's me, how have you been? I said to Izzy.
She then told me how Alex has been doing many events and working with radio Disney a lot, so she has been traveling also.
Every time I here Alex's name I want to break down in tears.. I don't want to miss him.
Izzy then asked me the question I was hoping she would never ask... " do you miss Alex? ". I didn't know what to say, I think she could see the tears welling up in my eyes. If only Lindsay could walk through that door right now.
" I don't know Izzy, I don't want to miss him because he hurt me more than anyone else has ever hurt me before. He was my best friend, and to be honest with you I hate living my life without him. "
Izzy looked at me and I saw a tear shed down her face. I don't know why she's crying...
"Alicia you need to talk to him, he really missed you. " Izzy said while looking at me
I miss him too, more than anyone could ever understand but what he did to me... I don't know if I could ever get over it.
Just then I heard Lindsay run through the door.
" Alicia I'm so sorry I'm late, my teacher was wouldn't stop taking to meee.... "
Lindsay looked at Izzy and it all went silent.
" I think I'm going to go, my mom needs help cleaning up the house. " Izzy gave me a hug and waked out.
" You couldn't have gotten here A LITTLE earlier? " Lindsay smiled. She then asked me what Izzy said and I told her.
She thinks I should talk to Alex too, she thinks it might be the best for me. Considering I haven't been myself since we broke up...
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No Matter What.
Fanfiction** Sequel to " My Best Friend, Alex " ** Alicia's P.O.V: we're older now, he's more popular now... It's been a while since we talked. I miss him, but I don't want to miss him. He said we would be best friends no matter what, but that all changed...
