Lifes True Serum

Cyprus

Most days i feel like im fighting an unwinnable fight, with family, relationships, and everything under the suns light. I dont know where god is taking me but i trust his better judgement, to lead me from the negative eyes and out the public. I feel their are days when its just to hard to overcome and cope. From you taking shit from everyone and its becoming a slippery slope. So you contemplate obvious, still oblivious to the obstacles. Still fighting the inner demons knowing theirs no one that can stop you. Only thinking about a few people maybe even two, you go get your 38. and pays the devils due. Only to realize you were only dreaming, your obsession with with ending it all was due to depression. You wake up next to your 2 beautiful baby girls and wife now thinking, as long as i have freinds and family to love they are what makes eveything so special about life. #stopsuicide