People wondering why I have a heart so cold it burns,
It's shattered into pieces hidden in corners as far as the last planet in space
It's funny how they think I don't care about their feelings when mine are non-existent
I really try not to let it get the best if me
But KARMA came and threw Me back down
'Said 3am is my best friend in arising
Tissues capture my tears as they fall
Pillows choke my screams of pain and leave them muted..
And my earphones keep me company
The shadows in my subconscious wander around like it's a chill zone
The dead redeem themselves in the ends of my soul
They whisper sweet nothings in the corners of my ears
"Call em hopeless romantics
The skeletons in my closet all breaking out
They say life is just a dream
But to me deeper realities are yet to come
Fantasies die at the blink of an eye
My prince charming snapped away by the sharp claws of sleep
It's intriguing enough what 10 seconds of deep thoughts could do to your body and mind
A series of images & feelings that happen in my deeper mind as I lay half-dead on a frozen bed drapes in black scented roses with a stench of heartbreak
An ambition or wish trapped in the canon of my eye
He caught my dreams & locked them in a jar of flames, I'm Gone...
It's believed to give good dreams though mine keeps me awake... shaking.. Trembling..to the screams of invisibles...
But, it's all in my head
What we define as over thinking
Turned back as a replica of the night out.
A sin brought back to haunt me..
I depend on it... A perplexed DREAMCATCHER
