Torn Between Two Lovers 2

11 Years Later: Chapter 6

I found myself going down a spiraling hole and it was hard trying to pull myself out of it. My kids are all grown up and practically can fend for themselves both of them got jobs and can drive. I'm glad they did all of that Ayden got accepted to the states college and Carson he went on to the Military to be the cook , I told him why the cook , why didn't he want to fight he said he wanted to cook for all the fine ass men. Well what the fuck my son gay , just like his father. They haven't seen their mother since the day she left for her wife. I haven't heard from her neither she basically dropped off the face of the earth.A few days ago I was out with the boys and we saw this lady begging on the corner for 5 dollars , she was so fucked up and ugly man I felt bad , it looked like Ices. I playfully called Ices name and the lady turned around. " Daddy whatever happened to our mom ? " Ayden asked. " Yea where she at would we recognize her if we saw her today ? " Carson asked. " Y'all don't have a mother she was just some random bitch I gave my sperm to. " I said. " Damn I still want to know who she man ! " Carson said. " Right I at least want to know if she alive and why she got to be some bitch you gave your sperm to ? " Carson asked. This whole conversation just stirred up some bullshit and a unnecessary ass arguement. " Man look just take me home ! I don't even know why I bother fucking with y'all sometimes it's nothing but major bullshit all the time. " I said. " Well you know what dad , fuck you ! Get the fuck out my damn car I'm tired of your bullshit why you always got to be with bullshit every time we get in a argument " Carson said. Ayden pulled off and dropped me off at the house , " Have a good life dad ! " Ayden said and drive off. They was mad but shit to be honest fuck em I really get tired of them damn kids they like to keep shit going and think somebody scared of they punk ass but shit they my kids. I got in the house to find some straight bullshit.