I Slam the door shut,tears racing down my cheeks and i slide into the cold bath and slip my head under with blood trickling down my arms and holding my breath has never been easier.
'Emma,can you hear me?Emma!Emma wake up,wake up,i can't do this without you,wake up' Luke's voice echoes around me. My vision blurs as people race in screaming with shock as Luke picks me up off the floor.
"Hey you,really gone and done it this time,huh?I can't believe you.I thought you were fine,silly me believing you,i wish you'd have told me i would've helped you,i could have,you could have let me help you...Look Em,you need to wake up okay,cause things are getting tough and i can't make it through without you,alright,i need to and i need you,cause you're strong for me,you know that right?You're my tough,angel and i need you to open those big beautiful brown eyes and tell me everythings going to be okay.I need to hear that okay,i need to.I need you." Liam says,breaking down into tears as he leaves the room.
Anna must of stayed by my bedside for all the time i'd been in hospital i could feel her around me.i knew it was her even though i couldn't see her.I heard her crying on Liam and i hear her crying at night praying for me to be okay.
'Hey Emmy' Luke says as he holds my hand and kisses my fore head. 'Listen,i need you to realise how much people need you here alright,because they do need you,alot,your bestfriend needs you i do i really do i need my bestfriend in the whole world to look out for me and to complain to me everyday because thats the way i like things i need you back here okay?' I twitch then slowly open my eyes and explore the room with my eyes. 'Emmy!You're awake' Luke says with tears rolling down his face and a smile spreading across his cheeks. 'I was worried sick,we all were i missed you i was so scared Emmy i thought you was never going to wake up but you did,you did and you're here now' He says nervously laughing.
Anna and the girls and Liam and Luke and the guys come racing in all smiling happy to see i'm alive,nevermind awake.
'i love you,and i'm never letting you go,ever,okay' Liam says laughing as he softly presses his lips against mine.
