Diana

Purpose of Diana

I know my story is how i put it when i really know the real story of it. I skipped parts and main things.
In my Book (this one) Diana. Diana was bullied. She didn't enjoy life and was tired of getting treated like nothing.

She use to cut her wrist when her family was asleep.

After Diana died Rose tried not hurting herself but found Diana's blades. With sticky notes saying do not do it. It's not worth it.

Purpose of the song Diana.

Diana is supposed to mean "Die Ana" for the nickname people call "anorexia" which is actually "Ana".
This song is about depression. Self harming. Anorexia. Bulima. And any kind of auto destruction girls commit.
The album is to the fans that stay up late at night. Debating wether to commit suicide. Wondering if their life is wortg to continuing to live.

I see why im so attatched to the song... I realized i have and was been living that life.

If you get bullied. Dont let them or that one person bulling you bring you down. You all mean the world to me. I might not know you personally but behind this screen that separates us. I care. Some body in this world one or more care. The thing about suicide is that the person commiting thinks it ends the pain. It passes it on to someone else. Please don't stop eating food. Your size is perfect. Look in the mirror. If you think having a skinny body with make you look good. I get it if it makes u feel better but love. You won't look the same. You will change ur life because someone is trying to get in ur skin. You are beautiful the way you are.

You are beautiful. Perfect. No matter the shape. The color. Or the size. What makes you you. Is the most beautiful thing you can be. Shitty personality is what makes people hate you. Not looks.

You.
Mean the world to me.
Please don't give up hope.
I know its hard.
I know it sucks.
Its because people dont know the story.
But i do.
I'll risk my life.
Just so i can see you.
Smile.
Happy.
You.

What all i just said after the Diana meaning. Is what i state. What i am saying from the heart. You mean the world to me.

I love you.

-Laura