Secrets... (On hold)

Chapter 5.

I opened my eyes due to the ray of light hitting them, i noticed that i was sleeping on the couch with an ice cream tub placed between my legs, i sat up placing the tub on the counter, i got up from the couch and my mouth dropped, ''FUCK FUCK FUCK, I'm late for dance class oh my god, this can't be happening''!   i ran upstairs seeing that Misty and Bree were gone, i noticed a little note on my bed along with Bree's car keys. I picked up the  note and started reading..

Morning Mary, okay well i know for definite that you woke up swearing like a mad dog (no offence) okay so the reason I'm writing this crappy note is that i know you would be freaking out because of dance class, don't worry about it, i called up Grace and told her you wouldn't be able to make it today, don't be mad at us for not waking you up you looked so peaceful we didn't want to wake you so Misty just called Billy to drop us off home, you deserve this lie in today okay so don't stress it! oh and i left my car at yours so you can drive  to the cafe to meet us at 4, see you then hun!

love you, Bree :) xxxxx 

okay in all honesty i want to jump up and down at the fact that my best friends are the two most amazing people on the planet, but i really didn't need to miss class today, i really needed all the lessons i could get, oh well might as well take it as it is...

i walked over to my bathroom and decided to have a quick shower, i was deciding on getting some breakfast from outside rather than cooking up something which would probably end up burned or well just completely horrifying to even look at. Once i had my shower i wrapped my body with a towel and headed to my wardrobe, i picked out a pair of black skinny jeans a white top and a plaid shirt to go over it, i then slipped on my black Chelsea boots, grabbed my credit card and car keys and headed out.

I parked outside a little mini diner which me and the girls used to go to after having a hangover, good times ey.i went inside and grabbed a menu from the main counter before finding a place to sit, i walked over to the table near the window and my feet suddenly stopped,  my eyes felt like they were permanently frozen i couldn't move my whole body at what i was seeing, right in front of me i saw Daren.. lips locked on a skinny petite brunette, his hands cupping her face while her hands were in his hair.

I slowly blinked letting one or two drops of tears roll from my eyes, i didn't want this to be true, i wanted this boy who i thought was 'Daren' to turn around and prove that it was just a look alike, just a foolish little game my mind was playing. but it wasn't. i slowly took a step back, tripping on the edge of the chair behind me making everyone stare, that's when my thought became my nightmare, Daren turned around to see me standing with my hands hanging on either side of my body with a lost and pained expression. His eyes burst open at the site and shot up from where he was sitting making the brunette think of what was going on.

I couldn't speak, nothing not even a single sound could be made, i just stood there... lifeless. Daren walked over to me and was about to say something when he was cut off with my hand across his cheek, ''YOU DON'T EVER SPEAK OR COME NEAR ME AGAIN, DO YOU UNDERSTAND!''  I ran off to the car and immediately broke down in sobs, i couldn't keep in the pain that i had just received, i felt like someone had just  ripped out my heart, and that's exactly what happened...

What i said to Daren broke my heart, what i really wanted to do was go back into that diner and make him tell me that she kissed him or just something that would make this pain go away, but i know that nothing that Daren would ever say will make this go away, he cut too deep for it to heal anytime soon, or at all.

I started the car and headed back home, i need to think and process of what i had just  seen, was a ready to even talk about what happened today with Daren, i was too emotionally damaged right now to even do anything. All i want now is to go home and cry until i felt better.

I got home and plunged onto the couch crying hysterically, Daren was my first ever proper relationship, my first everything, i didn't want it to end like this, in all honesty i didn't want it to end at all. My phone started to ring, i noticed that i must of forgot to pick it up before i left to go to the diner, i reached for it seeing i had 13 missed calls and 10 text messages, all from the same person.... Daren.

OKAY GUYS SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE I WAS SO BUSY WITH MY BUSINESS WORK I HAD NO TIME TO EVEN UPDATE, BUT NOW I HAVE!

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