Who's this ? \\ Camren ( On Hold )

Trois

Wednesday May 18th, 2018
9:39 pm - I got the voicemail you left
9:41 pm – I really wasn't trying to be rude
9:43 pm - It's fine
9:45 pm – Are you sure?
9:50 pm – Yup.
10:10 pm – Are you still awake?
10:21 pm – Goodnight Camila

Thursday May 19th, 2018
8:14 pm - Ariana broke up with me
8:15 pm - What? When?
8:15 pm - So she didn't tell you?
8:15 pm - I had no idea
8:17 pm - Figures...
8:18 pm - Are you okay?
8:18 pm - Do you really care?
8:20 pm - I'll admit that last year I wouldn't but yeah...I do care
8:21 pm - I'm just peachy
8:22 pm - Do you want to talk about it?
8:22 pm - With you? Not really.
8:23 pm - No offense but why did you tell me?
8:26 pm - I don't know
8:26 pm - When?
8:26 pm - When what?
8:27 pm - Did she break up with you?
8:28 pm - After the funeral a few days ago
8:28 pm - What? After a funeral? This isn't some kind of a joke?
8:29 pm - Why would I joke about this?
8:30 pm - I'm sorry...that's just...rude. I can't believe she would do that after the funeral.
8:32 pm - I can't say that I was entirely blindsided but it still sucks
8:32 pm - I can imagine
8:34 pm - No. I don't think you can.
8:35 pm - She broke up with me too yanno
8:37 pm - She dumped you because you cheated on her...she dumped me for you.
8:37 pm - Camila, I'm really sorry...
8:38 pm - It's not like it's your fault.
8:38 pm - I know but I'm still sorry
8:40 pm - I was being sarcastic. It actually is your fault.
8:41 pm - That's not entirely fair
8:45 pm - Life isn't fair sometimes
8:47 pm - Is that why you've been isolating yourself from the world?
8:50 pm - No.
8:50 pm - Yes.
8:51 pm - How did you do that?
8:53 pm - Do what?
8:55 pm - You somehow got me to talk about it anyway with you.
8:56 pm - Do you feel better?
9:00 pm - Not really, and now I'm going to have to deal with her pining after you while we're in NY.
9:00 pm - Maybe I'll live in Tribeca with Ally.
9:01 pm - Ally is moving to TriBeCa? Since when? Do you think she'd let me stay with her over the summer?
9:02 pm - You would probs kill each other.
9:03 pm - Actually you're probably right.
9:03 pm - You know, you're starting to worry me
9:04 pm - Why?
9:05 pm - Well earlier this month you wanted to Move far far away, and now you want to move to New York?
9:05 pm - So?
9:10 pm - I don't think you should leave.
9:11 pm - Haha I never wanted to move back to this place, why would I want to stay? There's nothing here for me anymore.
9:12 pm – Well...if you move, who's going to replace you?
9:12 pm - What are you talking about?
9:15 pm - Let's face it, Ally has gone soft and Dinah might be a self proclaimed diva but she doesn't have the cold fear inducing glare that you've mastered.
9:16 pm - Are you seriously trying to convince me to stay? And with this argument?
9:17 pm - Every bright young ingenue needs something and someone to overcome. The more things to overcome, the bigger the star.
9:17 pm - I can't believe this is your logic.
9:22 pm - You use people.
9:25 pm - I can't believe you just said that to me.
9:26 pm - It's true. Are you even upset that Ariana dumped you? Or are you just upset that she ruined your grand scheme?
9:26 pm - I'm not answering that.
9:27 pm - Fine. Don't answer it but at least think about it.
9:27 pm - Well what about you? We both know that you're going to run right back into her arms as soon as she looks at you.
9:28 pm - We both don't know that. I don't even know that so I don't know how you could possibly know that.
9:30 pm - You can entertain the idea, but you will end up with her.
9:31 pm - Did you ever even love her?
9:32 pm - Of course I did.
9:33 pm - I think you just loved the idea of her.
9:33 pm - You should talk.
9:33 pm - You're right. I love the idea of her, but she's selfish.
9:34 pm - You practically cry every time you talk to her.
9:37 pm - Not that I need to defend myself to you, but it's because she made me fall in love with her and she only loves me back when it's convenient.
9:40 pm - I'm sure you understand what I'm talking about?
9:45 pm - I never loved her.
9:45 pm - I could tell.
9:45 pm - How?
9:46 pm - Because you looked at her the same way she sometimes looked at me.
9:47 pm - Why wouldn't you break up with her then?
9:47 pm - Why wouldn't you?
9:51 pm - I didn't want to be alone.
9:51 pm - And now we both are...funny, huh?
9:52 pm - You still have a chance with her.
9:55 pm – Maybe... I'm not sure if I want her anymore.
9:56 pm - Why wouldn't you?
10:00 pm - Do you remember when you told me how you wanted to be a Solo Artist after the disband of the group while Ariana worked at Sony?
10:01 pm – Yeah
10:02 pm - My dreams are bigger than that. For the first time in my life, I realized that I didn't envy you anymore.
10:04 pm - I can't believe you ever did.
10:06 pm - No offense, but I can't believe it either.
10:06 pm - You know, just because you say 'no offense' doesn't mean that I'm not going to be offended.
10:08 pm - You should be. Your dreams could be bigger than that too. I was kinda disappointed in you when you told me that.
10:10 pm - I can't believe you're the only person in this stupid city that actually believes in me.
10:11 pm - Looking back, I think you're the only one that believes in me too.
10:13 pm - You better not put this conversation in my chapter of your dumb memoir Jauregui.
10:15 pm - Lol I'll make sure to describe you as Americas prom queen anyway, I'll get more sympathy votes that way.
10:34 pm - Do you feel better now?
10:39 pm - Actually...yeah. How'd you do that?
10:40 pm - A magician never reveals their secrets : )
10:42 pm - It's late. You should go to sleep.
10:43 pm - What about you?
10:44 pm - Don't worry about me
10:46 pm - Goodnight Camila

A/N : whoop there it is , well now you know why Lauren and Camila stopped talking in the past . It's alright though because Camren is slowly on its way . You find love in crazy places now don't you .