if you only knew , Secret Admirer (August Alsina Story

chapter 8

Finally I pull up at the Starbucks & i don't know how to feel. The ride here really wasn't no help.
I go & sit down at a table .ordered our favorites & waited for him.
"Ny . What's really up ? "
August sat down starring me in my face. His eye contact felt like a heavy bruise on my face.
"August I'm sorry. I know my drunkness does not undo things but I was a serious mistake"
"How you gonna sit here in my face & tell me about mistakes. Me falling into this childish game with you was a mistake. That was real shit embarrassing for me"
I can see his eyes go blood shot & i don't really know how to respond.
" i know I fucked up but you never put a tittle on us anyway how was it suppose to know i wasnt just someone you messed with for entertainment..."
I didn't really know what to say those words formed I'm my head in orderly . . I don't want him to leave but if he stay he has to ease up because he's not my man.
"Nyomi I want you if you couldn't tell 3 months of getting to know you . I see you in my future but I can't continue this if you don't know how to control yourself"

All I could do was lean over the table to kiss him this is all I wanted . He got up & helped me out my chair then whispered in my ear
"Can you come over now?"
i shook my head & walked out the exit.

I left my phone in the car for the no interpretation reason but when I got in I see trey was blowing up my phone. I'm a cute way of course . Trey seems soo sweet & gental & caring . It's sad how I always fall for the tough guys but I'll have my one on one with Trey soon.

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