Eliana's POV
I wake up from another, horrid dream. From as realistic as it was, it was just a dream. But I felt like I've done all of it before. Because I have. It's Saturday. I wake up at 11:38 a.m. Knowing I have to get ready for work at 2:30. I feel very sticky..apartment isn't the best for weather.
I get up out of my worn down, spring popping bed, I use the bathroom and I brush my teeth for the day. Knowing I need braces and that'll never get them is a fucking downer. Now realising what I had just done with my teeth, I can't drink any Hot Cocoa. Just to put it out, I hate Coffee, and Tea.
I get dressed in my work clothes and put a hoodie on over. I plop on the TV and watch Spongebob. As boring as I am, I'll always have time for Spongebob.
I start to think of my dream last night. What if I really did jump off that stool? What if no one came to save me so I rot down to bone? What if my life was normal? I think as I get a knock from my door. I'm too lazy to get it so I let them leave, knowing they left it wasn't that important.
I go to the kitchen after watching about an hour of Spongebob and his fucking sappy ass life underwater. I see I have no food that's satisfying my hunger right now so I just make a milkshake. And if you were wondering, I'm not Anorexic. I was, but then I reached my goal weight so now of unhealthy I was I don't honestly give a bloody bitch anymore. I weigh 94.5 pounds. I buy hair dye at least 4 times a month. I just started cutting after being clean for 14 days. It's now 1. My Boo starts to climb on my lap and begs for a petting. Honestly, without this bundle of puffy fur, I'd be dead. She is my last hope. I wonder sometimes if I'll end up alone with 30 cats. I realise I have to leave for work in 15 minutes so I decide to go early. Another day of insulting begins at my 2nd job. I could not tell you how many people get fired. I got lucky because I'm so quiet. I trample down the stairs while I gaze at the parking lot quick for my car. I find the small Chrysler and hop in. I turn on some Pierce The Veil and song along while I drive to work.
(Okay I need hellpp. And Hello. How do you bold the letters and Italic them? Oh god. I'm dumb haha but help please. :D thanks for whoever is reading this bc it's lame I know that but not caring.)
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Eliana: A Biography
Teen FictionEliana's been having troubles in life since she was born. Her Mum left her, came back, and then her Dad left. Her Mum left three days after her Dad did. Living in an apartment, alone. Nobody. She works 2 jobs. She has nothing. Nothing but a cat. ~
