i cant figure it out
happy or sad
mad or glad
it makes no sense to me
all these emotions mixed up into one
its not all that much fun
i dont know what i want
who am i
it seems i have lost myself
what ever happened to self assurance
its insane
im feeling like im going crazy
what have i become
feeling helpless and useless
then enraged as the beast
i cant reconize myself anymore
evil or pure
bad or good
i cant tell the difference anymore
like the great divide
which side am i on
when did this happen to me
its a confusing mess
such a wreck
what happened to the girl i used to be