Noticed. {s.w.}

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"Oh look the whale has arrived" I hear Alissa the most hateful, bitchiest person alive and not to mention the girlfriend of the most adored guy in school Sammy Wilkinson as I walk into the cafeteria i try to ignore the snickers she earned from that irrelevant comment. I just sigh in defeat and keep walking. I make my way into the lunch line and suddenly feel a tug on my shirt as I hear a laugh I turn to face none other than the sidekick of Alissa her best friend Cameron I look down and see my shirt ripped open and scissors in Cameron's hand "wow you've gotten so big your clothes doesn't even fit" she chimes loud enough to catch everyone's attention.

I feel my cheeks turn red in embarrassment I hear Cameron start to laugh as well as almost everyone else in the cafeteria. I want to cry and run but my anger got the best me. I look up at Cameron and now see that Alissa is standing right next to her laughing "you thinks it's so funny huh" I look at then "oh honey everyone does couldn't you tell" Alissa responds in that preppy voice that I fucking hate "you bitch" I say before shoving her back against the table she quickly regains her posture and goes running towards her boyfriend for protection. Little bitch. I feel my breathing hitch as everyone's eyes are on me I make my way towards the entrance tears already down my face before I exit I turn around towards Alissa's little group "fuck all of you" and I make my way out running towards the bathroom praying to god there's no one in there.

Once I'm in the bathroom I grip the edges of the sink and try to catch my breath and steady my crying. Please not now. I never get an anxiety attack unless something truly bad triggers me and this happened to be one of those times. I feel my knees begin to shake and I know they are about to give out any second. I slowly slide to the floor and my breathing becomes jagged. I hear the door bust open I don't want anyone to see me like this "get out" I mumble "I'm hear to help you what's wrong Jordyn" I hear a male voice causing me to look up and I swear I'm dreaming when I see Sammy crouching down in front of me "what's wrong" he asks grabbing my shoulders and slightly shaking me "n-othing" I say ragged like "ple-ase just ge-t out" I ask in a begging tone "no" he says remaining in front of me "I'm gonna help you" he slumps down beside me and I feel him wrap his arms around my waist. I'm alarmed and comforted at the same time I don't need one of his little pets *girlfriends* coming in here that would be more hell for me. Why would he even want to help me. "Jordyn" Sammy says quietly I'm snapped back to reality and my breathing is starting to become normal "yeaaah" I say a little shaky "are you okay" he asks I nod my head and slowly got up from his grip looking at myself in the mirror I'm a mess I see him stand up behind me staring at me with content. I see him look me up and down he chuckles then leaves I immediately let the tears fall down my face.

After about 10 minutes of crying like a little baby I peek my head out of the door and see that no one's in the hallway I take my chance and head towards my locker and shove all my stuff in. I successfully finish and sling my bag over my shoulder. "Jordyn" I hear someone shout across the hall I turn around slowly and roll my eyes when Sammy comes into view I ignore him continuously calling my name and walk out of the building towards my black camero I open the back door throw my bag in and hop in the front seat and start up my car as I'm backing out I hear I tap on my window I look up and see Sammy why can't he just leave me alone. I don't give him the advantage of trying to talk to me I just speed out of the parking lot.

Fifteen minutes later I'm in the driveway of my house just sitting there thinking it's only 12 o'clock which means my dad just left for work not like I care. How could one minute Sammy be so sweet and help me to being just like the other assholes the next. The worst part is I have no one else to spill my feelings out to I lost my best friend because she became one of those stuck up bitches also Alissa's little pet. Life sucks my dad and I never talk due to him losing my mother 7 years ago. He has refused to move on or so he says. I want school to be over already when we moved out hear to L.A about a year and half ago school changed dramatically we have 4 months of summer which I'm not complaining but I still have a month and a half to go until I can leave this place and go to college. Ever since I moved here I have been the center of all the bullying since I stepped foot in this school I lost my best friend and I have been bullied ever since.

I just wish there was someone who I could talk to. But no I'm hated because of my weight, clothing, and my looks. Why you might ask because all people are judgemental assholes who have nothing better to do in life then make others feel bad about themselves because they aren't happy with who they are. I'm done with all this bullshit. I decide I am going skip school tomorrow so I can start my little change. As of right now I need sleep.

This is my second book I hope you all enjoyed the first chapter I swear it will get so much better. & if you don't like foul language, smut, etc. Please Leave.

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