Bloody Valentine

Chapter Sixteen

     "I thought you didn't want to touch me." I mumble into his chest. "I always want to touch you Iris. I just don't want to hurt you." He says. "You're not going to hurt me." He buries his face in my neck taking in deep breathes. "I hurt you once Iris. It can happen again." He mumbles. "Once Em. And out of pleasure. That can happen every time for all I care. It was pleasurable. You can't just not touch me because of something happening once." I say. He sighs and pulls back staring at me with tears in his eyes. "Why don't you get some sleep okay?" I say quietly. "I have classes to get to." "Just miss today. It's only one day. You can keep me company as I do my classes." "I'm probably gonna do mine online too. I can get a little more sleep and work more." I shake my head at him. "Whatever you want baby. But go to bed." I say pushing him slightly.
          "I can't sleep without you next to me." "Let me eat." He nods and heads to the bedroom and I start making me something to eat and when I finish eating I go to the bedroom to see him tossing and turning. I smile and crawl into the bed causing him to still and he pulls me into his arms and falls asleep quickly. I stare at him with a smile as I run my fingers through his hair. I was happy he was touching me without saying he was gonna hurt me. I lay there in his arms for hours as he sleeps and I just run my fingers through his hair.  "Iris?" He asks sleepily and I smile kissing his lips. "You need to brush your teeth." I say and he chuckles. "I'll go do that then. Order pizza." He says rolling out of bed and I smile and go to the guest room grabbing my clothes and phone and heading back to the bedroom and put it away as I called a pizza place.
           We sit in the living room watching TV as we wait for the pizza. "I'm sorry for everything yesterday." Emmett mumbles bringing me into his side more and I kiss his neck squeezing his hand. "It's okay. You were scared. It's all over." I say and he smiles. "Thank you for coming out of the room and letting me know you were okay. I wanted to bust down the door to make sure but I knew you needed your space. I was to worried to sleep. Cried because I was thinking the worse." He says. "Well I'm in your arms again perfectly fine. Now go get the pizza." I move away from him right as their was a knock on the door.

                He opens the door and the pizza man's eyes immediately go to me and he smiles. Emmett growls and gets in his line of sight. "Emmett get the food. Me and our baby is hungry." I say with a slight smirk and he raises an eyebrow at me. I shrug grinning. "Weirdo." He mumbles as the guy gets big eyed. Emmett takes the food and hands him the money and slams the door in his face. I laugh. "You and our baby huh?" He asks placing the food down on the coffee table. I shrug. "It turns guys off normally." I say. 

           "Let's just eat." He says chuckling and opening the box. I grab a hot wing and start eating it causing him to chuckle. "Pig." He says jokingly. I glare at him. I grab a piece of pizza and turn on Netflix as I eat. "No girlie movies." Emmett says making me laugh and I turn on The Avengers. He grins. "This is why I love you." He says making me smile. "I love you too." I say and we get quiet as we eat and watch TV. We watch a few more movies before heading off to bed. In the middle of the night I woke up feeling nauseated and I felt bile rising. I get up and run to the bathroom not even shutting the door and I hurl into the toilet. 

                        "Iris? You okay?" Emmett asks from the doorway. I flush the toilet wiping my mouth off with the back of my hand. "Yea i'm okay. Get out Emmett. I don't want you seeing this." I say sitting back against the wall. "Through sickness and in health. Remember that'll be part of our wedding vows here soon?" he says kneeling next to me and I smile at him. "Maybe the pizza or the wings didn't sit well with you. You want me to go make you some soup? In the morning i'll go out and get some nauseation medicine while I run a few errands." he says. Bile rises up again just at the mention of food. I puke in the toilet again and he mumbles "So no soup." 

                        I shake my head leaning it against the toilet glad that I had cleaned it earlier today. He puts the back of his hand against my forehead and says "You're not running a fever or anything so it must have been the food not sitting well. Brush your teeth and then get into bed. I'll get a trash can next to you." I nod and flush the toilet again and stand up and go to the sink and start brushing my teeth as he leaves to take the trash can to my side of the bed. I go back into the room and crawl into bed and he covers me up and lays next to me pulling me back into his arms. I sigh and close my eyes falling back to sleep with a little difficulty. 

                        The next morning when I woke up Emmett wasn't next to me and there was some medicine on the night stand next to me. I smile. I take two pills and then head to the kitchen and start making something to eat. I got halfway done with it and I started to feel sick so I ran to the bathroom and hurled. "Did you take the medicine?" Emmett asks showing up in the doorway of the bathroom. "Yea around half an hour ago. It didn't work." I say clutching my stomach in pain. "I'll make you a doctor appointment." he says kissing my head and leaving the room. Ten minutes later he's coming back into the bathroom and says "You have an appointment at one-thirty so get showered and ready." I nod.