I woke up to the sound of my alarm I got up and did my morning routine, today is Saturday so no school. I got a text from my "ex"
He ain't ----: yo I'm miss you
Me: Go blow chops
He ain't ----: yo come over I miss you come on please
Me: nah boii im good you smell like mustard anyways
He ain't -: oh word igh say no more
I didn't respond back. I decided I want to go to my friend Emily house..
I hoped in my lambroghini veneno car and was out
10 mins later
I went up to Emily porch and knocked but when I knocked the door opened...
Emily are you there... Emily!!!! I walked up to her room and omgg!! She's hanging.. She killed her self
Hello, 911 what ur emergency
Hi my friend my friend--
Take your time sweetie
She killed herself she hanged herself please please hurry!
Ok sweetie cops will be there any minute
All of a sudden life hit me again with the situation with my dad and mom it was like I wasn't alive but I was. I feel Weird knowing that the only person I can talk to even though I have other friends is gone, but how can I let this happen I could have saved her this is the second time I let someone die why God. Why me? All of a sudden I blacked out
15 mins later
I woke up in the hospital trapped with all these machines then I saw an familiar face EMILY
Emily what are you doing here you died
I came back to let you know something
What is it?
There comes a time when you look into the mirror and you realize that what you see is all that you will ever be. And then you accept it. Or you kill yourself. Or you stop looking in mirrors.
So that's why u killed yourself
I wanted to tell you that -- cut off from nurse coming in
Jessie Browne you are able to leave the hospital today whenever
