Gas Station ⇉ Nate Maloley

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sorry I haven't updated in a year, oh my lord, but here's a kinda good update, I hope you guys like it :)

( nate )

my usual day would be that I went to the 7/11 and get a red bull, but sweet cheeks as a half day today.

yes I know her schedule, nothing weird about that.

anyways, sammy's being a little butt hole and wants to go, so i took him, and he decided that it would be funny to flirt with my honey bunches.

i mean I didn't get jealous.

well a little.

but that's not the point. i like her, a lot. all i do is go to 7/11 get doritos and a redbull just to talk to her. while he was batting his girly eye lashes to her, i just watched.

i just watched. watched at the way he made her laugh. the way she smiled. i guess she caught me staring, because she looked stiff, then samuel looked back to see who she was looking at. i just waved my hand sarcastically.

as the line got shorter, i got closer to her, which made me forgot about sammys actions.

"hello nate," she kind of said it like she didn't want to see me, it hurt.

"hello sweetie, how are you today," i said as i pulled out a $10 bill

"awesome, your friend, he's pretty funny," she chuckled

"oh sammy? yea he's cool"

"well nate, it's clear we both like each other, and i just, i don't know nathan," she said with tears in her eyes

"NATE YOU'RE HOLDING UP THE LINE!"

great, just a day dream.

as i walked out of there, all i could do was think. think about how sammy makes her happy, and the way her smile forms when he talks to her.

i really like her. starting to feel that she doesn't feel the same way. all i wanted to do now was roll up a blunt. and that's exactly what i did.

i went down to the studio, and just rolled up. thought about new song ideas. nothing came to my mind. surprise surprise.

"hey man, johnson's here!"
"alright"

i didn't really care, all i cared about was being alone. seems like no one can be alone now a days. i wanted to hear her voice. a quick call couldn't hurt nobody

[ authors note: hello! I haven't updated in a while, I just decided one day to stop, I guess it was school, i can really remember why I stopped, but I'm back for the last couple of weeks of summer I have left, hopefully I'll finish the book by then. Again, sorry for being gone, but I'm back baby! ]