Frantically opening my laptop, I check the visiting time for the hospital. Because I'm not a family member, I can't get any info on how Jodie is, which is great. 1.30-4.30
Cool, i'll start to head there now. I was so nervous, what if she's dead?
No, don't put these thoughts into your head.
I arrived at the hospital, and a nurse lead me to the room Jodie was in. I swung open the door.
'JODIE ARE YOU-'
I looked in front of me. My best friend in a hospital bed. Wires attached at every place possible. Breathing mask on. I stared in horror.
'im sorry but she's fallen into a coma' The nurse said. 'the car hit her right in the head. She has a 32% chance of surviving , and if she does a 89% chance of having severe memory loss.'
Shit.
'We didn't notice I immediately, but she had a conker in her hand. You wouldn't happen to know anything about that?'
My mouth was open, in shock. A conker.
'I WAS THE ONE WHO MADE THIS HAPPEN. I KNOCKED OVER HER BIKE THEN RAN OFF, NOT EVEN HELPING HER PICK EVERYTHING UP.' I screamed, then burst out into tears. I sat beside Jodie and cried until I didn't have any tears left. I starred at her. Her beautiful golden skin had an almost green tint to it because of its paleness. Her sparkling laughing eyes were heavily shut. Her normally glossy lips were cracked and chapped. Her limbs were limp beside her, and her Gorgeous curls were now a mess tangled in the tubes.
'Jodie!!!' I wailed. 'im s-s-s so s-sorry' hot salty tears rolled down my cheeks and off onto my neck. I didn't wipe them away, I held her hand tightly. I looked at the time 3:00. Still 1 hour and half left.
'i've heard music can wake people up. Lets play some mcr.' I said, trying to stay positive as my heart finished sinking the bottom of my stomach. I picked the first one I saw.
'mama we're all going to die'
Perhaps not.
'teenagers scare the living shit out of me'
'Jodie, remember how we used to rock out to this in summer camp. How we used to fangirl about Gerard Way all the time. How we used to text each other 24/7. How we used to be there for each other rain or shine. How we used to do each others makeup, help each other with stress, always be there for each other. I'm already starting to miss it. I miss your voice Jodie. Please wake up. The heart monitor beeped in the background. As I sadly wiped away the tears.
Beep.beep.beep.
You're my best friend Jodie.
Wake up ,for me.
